Originally I began this blog to tell of my adventures as part of a couple in our search for fun with others. Last week I spoke to my partner (we have not had much contact in the last few months as he has been very elusive). We both agreed that we were happy to have a break from it for a while. I am not sure whether or not I still want to continue these adventures. Not because I don't enjoy them but because I have decided to cut down on the number of lovers I see. I have decided that NSA is no longer what I want. SL told me that he was having a break as the whole thing was getting very samey. The only thing that was very samey was the difficulty in arranging a time and place when everyone could make it.
Today I learnt that he is still playing and has now teamed up with a younger woman, someone we had talked to about joining us in a 3some and perhaps in a 4some with another man. I feel hurt and betrayed, I don't mind that he has done this or that he has teamed up with her. What hurts is that he couldn't be honest with me and tell me himself. I had to hear it from someone else, someone he had approached to have a foursome with mentionng that he used to be my partner but is now with this other lady.
I have now met someone who I like very much and I hope that this will develope into something more. Our original contact many months ago was through my partnership with SL. This man was part of a couple but they had split up. I told him today what has happened with SL. we are now discussing the possibility of the two of swinging together. But first we have to see how well things work out for the two of us. This is something I will have to think long and hard about. whilst I feel I still have not fully explored that side of my sexuality and the idea still arouses me,
I am not sure if I would be able to play in a group situation with a partner who I care about. I am not sure how I would feel about this man who I like so much having sex with another woman in front of me, even with SL I felt a tinge of jealousy even though I was having sex with her husband.
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Friday, June 01, 2007
Monday, April 02, 2007
muddle
I’m waiting to get into the bathroom for my shower. It’s the school holidays so my routine is going to be in a muddle for the next 2 weeks. It’s a lovely sunny day just as it was yesterday although I missed out on the sun yesterday, not getting up until lunchtime, then wasting my time alone while the boys went off to the beach I spent an hour on pc then put myself back to bed for a few hours nursing my headache.
Today I have woken headache free, such a relief! It is always a wonder to me when I wake up feeling good after so many days waking with a headache. If only they were all caused by too much to drink at least then I would know how to get rid of them….stop drinking. But it’s very rare for me to have a hangover. I have been feeling a bit down lately. A combination of things really. I am still a bit down over the GB thing (from now on I shall refer to him as Jasper). I have felt much stronger since I made the decision to finish with him, I don’t feel that empty longing that I felt before, just an emptiness in general. There are still times when I want to text him and say ………
Jasper I still want you, I didn’t mean it that I wouldn’t see you anymore.
But I have resisted the temptation. N who will now be known as Billy still won’t leave me alone although the contact from him is getting less. He has this thing about me returning his ice bucket. As it was a gift it is technically mine. But I can’t be bothered to argue and it is taking up room. Part of me wants to take it there asap to bring an end to the demands. But then I refuse to jump just because he says so. I did enough of that last year. He knew (because I told him) that he was my puppet master and I was his puppet on a string dancing to his tune. I don’t want to see him anymore but I still find it hard to break that tie. I don’t do cord cutting very well. He has been a big part of my life for 15 months even during the weeks/months when he was with The Bitch or later with the Other One. I always knew he would come back to me and he always did. But now I wish he hadn’t. They say that you should be careful what you wish for….you might get it. I wished for him and now can’t get rid of him. He keeps saying he is ready to settle down and he wants me to be with him. I tell him that I am not ready to settle down yet.
But is that true? I don’t think it is. I am at a stage now where I don’t want to keep meeting new men, certainly no more married men. I want a man I can call mine. Someone, who will treat me with respect, who will accept and deserve, the love that I have inside me, ready to give to the right man.
I have not been feeling very sexy in recent weeks, maybe that has something to do with a lack of sex recently. In months the only decent sex I have had was with Jasper (once), GP now known as Gordon (no idea why I chose that name) and with PL 2x (still working on name for him) maybe I shall stick with passionate as that is what the P stands for. I am meeting Gordon again later today so that is something to look forward to. Last time was in his office, today is going to be alfresco, next time he’s going to book a hotel room. I was woken this morning by a text from Gordon making sure I’m still ok to see him today, we have also chatted on msn for a while as I was checking my messages. I must have put on weight in the last month too as when I went to put on the skirt I had decided on for Saturday evening I couldn’t do it up with just two hands so had to abandon that idea. I know I had been feeling fat all week but hadn’t anticipated putting on that much that quick especially as I have not been eating much. I’m not sure when I last had a proper meal other than the one on Thursday night at the presidents dinner. Maybe that is why the recent headaches. I really should start eating properly again instead of snacking. I tend to cook meals for the boys but they are always just enough for them and I make do with a snack…..I know it’s not good for me but it’s cheaper. Oh and those of you who bought me a drink on Saturday thanx I really didn’t expect you too. I had enough for my own drinks but wouldn’t have been able to run to a round.
I am rambling now and have not even touched on my purpose for this post. I wanted to try to figure out what I want and why I am feeling so empty at the moment. I don’t seem to be the same bubbly person I have been for the last 8 or 9 months. I feel deflated, lost.
Maybe it is because I have had my fill of seeing lots of different men in my search for a few regular fuck buddies. I ended up with 3 fuck buddies who started off well but now we don’t find the time to get together for a whole variety of reasons. The three of them all being married doesn’t help the situation. I have reached a stage now where I want more than just great sex. I don’t know if I am ready for a relationship yet or if I just want a fuck buddy who I can socialise with not just meet for sex. I want someone who is single so that we can sometimes spend the night together not just go our separate ways after a couple of hours. As I have already finished with Jasper he no longer figures in the problem. But I don’t know what to do about either Foxy(SL) or Mr Passionate. Foxy is my partner in fun so unless I give that up I shall still see him then but we have not managed to get time alone together at all this year. I really miss that. Mr Passionate I have seen twice this year and it is always but always great. A few weeks ago he said he had given up meeting women, but he said he would still see me. But as he comes here it isn’t easy while the kids are off school and he is now looking for another job so that could be another problem. I really don’t want to say goodbye to either of them but as I have not seen them much recently maybe I should.
I know I have several single admirers out there. Some I have met and others I have not yet. I know that I have made some really great friends amongst you. I just don’t know where to go from here. I’m rambling again so I am going to stop now especially as I have to get ready for my drive to meet Gordon in 2 hours time. Make the most of this sunshine
Today I have woken headache free, such a relief! It is always a wonder to me when I wake up feeling good after so many days waking with a headache. If only they were all caused by too much to drink at least then I would know how to get rid of them….stop drinking. But it’s very rare for me to have a hangover. I have been feeling a bit down lately. A combination of things really. I am still a bit down over the GB thing (from now on I shall refer to him as Jasper). I have felt much stronger since I made the decision to finish with him, I don’t feel that empty longing that I felt before, just an emptiness in general. There are still times when I want to text him and say ………
Jasper I still want you, I didn’t mean it that I wouldn’t see you anymore.
But I have resisted the temptation. N who will now be known as Billy still won’t leave me alone although the contact from him is getting less. He has this thing about me returning his ice bucket. As it was a gift it is technically mine. But I can’t be bothered to argue and it is taking up room. Part of me wants to take it there asap to bring an end to the demands. But then I refuse to jump just because he says so. I did enough of that last year. He knew (because I told him) that he was my puppet master and I was his puppet on a string dancing to his tune. I don’t want to see him anymore but I still find it hard to break that tie. I don’t do cord cutting very well. He has been a big part of my life for 15 months even during the weeks/months when he was with The Bitch or later with the Other One. I always knew he would come back to me and he always did. But now I wish he hadn’t. They say that you should be careful what you wish for….you might get it. I wished for him and now can’t get rid of him. He keeps saying he is ready to settle down and he wants me to be with him. I tell him that I am not ready to settle down yet.
But is that true? I don’t think it is. I am at a stage now where I don’t want to keep meeting new men, certainly no more married men. I want a man I can call mine. Someone, who will treat me with respect, who will accept and deserve, the love that I have inside me, ready to give to the right man.
I have not been feeling very sexy in recent weeks, maybe that has something to do with a lack of sex recently. In months the only decent sex I have had was with Jasper (once), GP now known as Gordon (no idea why I chose that name) and with PL 2x (still working on name for him) maybe I shall stick with passionate as that is what the P stands for. I am meeting Gordon again later today so that is something to look forward to. Last time was in his office, today is going to be alfresco, next time he’s going to book a hotel room. I was woken this morning by a text from Gordon making sure I’m still ok to see him today, we have also chatted on msn for a while as I was checking my messages. I must have put on weight in the last month too as when I went to put on the skirt I had decided on for Saturday evening I couldn’t do it up with just two hands so had to abandon that idea. I know I had been feeling fat all week but hadn’t anticipated putting on that much that quick especially as I have not been eating much. I’m not sure when I last had a proper meal other than the one on Thursday night at the presidents dinner. Maybe that is why the recent headaches. I really should start eating properly again instead of snacking. I tend to cook meals for the boys but they are always just enough for them and I make do with a snack…..I know it’s not good for me but it’s cheaper. Oh and those of you who bought me a drink on Saturday thanx I really didn’t expect you too. I had enough for my own drinks but wouldn’t have been able to run to a round.
I am rambling now and have not even touched on my purpose for this post. I wanted to try to figure out what I want and why I am feeling so empty at the moment. I don’t seem to be the same bubbly person I have been for the last 8 or 9 months. I feel deflated, lost.
Maybe it is because I have had my fill of seeing lots of different men in my search for a few regular fuck buddies. I ended up with 3 fuck buddies who started off well but now we don’t find the time to get together for a whole variety of reasons. The three of them all being married doesn’t help the situation. I have reached a stage now where I want more than just great sex. I don’t know if I am ready for a relationship yet or if I just want a fuck buddy who I can socialise with not just meet for sex. I want someone who is single so that we can sometimes spend the night together not just go our separate ways after a couple of hours. As I have already finished with Jasper he no longer figures in the problem. But I don’t know what to do about either Foxy(SL) or Mr Passionate. Foxy is my partner in fun so unless I give that up I shall still see him then but we have not managed to get time alone together at all this year. I really miss that. Mr Passionate I have seen twice this year and it is always but always great. A few weeks ago he said he had given up meeting women, but he said he would still see me. But as he comes here it isn’t easy while the kids are off school and he is now looking for another job so that could be another problem. I really don’t want to say goodbye to either of them but as I have not seen them much recently maybe I should.
I know I have several single admirers out there. Some I have met and others I have not yet. I know that I have made some really great friends amongst you. I just don’t know where to go from here. I’m rambling again so I am going to stop now especially as I have to get ready for my drive to meet Gordon in 2 hours time. Make the most of this sunshine
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
strange events part two
after a hectic couple of hours I was soon ready to drive to my rendevous with SL. I text him as I was leaving my house so that he would know when to expect my arrival in the appointed meeting spot. I had been deliberating about what to wear for our outing. My decision being my red fishnet stockings and black mini skirt with my red jacket covering my black lacy bra. however I couldnt find the red fishnets so decided on sheer black stockings instead. I had been worried about my head cold but it seemed to be holding off for the moment. I arrived at our meeting place. As we travelled along the motorway we chatted on and off as we listened to the music. SL had arranged to meet FM and BW at a service station near to our destination. We arrived a few minutes late but there was no sign of them. I text BW to say we had arrived we soon got the reply that they were on their way and wouldn’t be long. Whilst we waited SL went and bought us a drink each and we played with our phones sending videos and pictures to each other by Bluetooth. We didn’t have to wait very long before we were joined by FM & BW. As we followed them along country roads we were a little concerned at FM’s driving. A few minutes later they pulled up at the side of the road and we parked a little further ahead. We thought they would be waiting by their car for us but they weren’t. We soon discovered though that they were already knocking at our host’s door. Can you imagine our surprise when we reached the house to find both FM & BW stood on the doorstep completely naked. I know we had discussed the possibility of BW arriving naked but we didn’t expect it of both of them. The door opened and we were greeted by CY also naked. I can’t think of another occasion in my life where I have been greeted by two men completely naked with very erect cocks. To my relief Mrs CY was fully clothed.
We were ushered into the living room lit only by candles and the strong scent of a joss stick burning in the adjoining conservatory. SL & I sat on the two seater brown leather sofa Mrs CY sat on a stool near us whilst the others all sat together on the three seater sofa. I joked about the room splitting into the three of us who were clothed at one side and the three nude ones at the otherside of the room. CY and BW busied them selves in the kitchen getting glasses of wine for everyone while FM went outside for a cigarette. I chatted to Mrs CY and SL. The others returned and Mrs CY joined BW & FM on the other sofa with CY perched on the arm. It didn’t take long before the women were wanking their men. The room was very warm with heat from the gas fire. I stroked SL’s thigh then sank onto my knees in front of him to remove his trousers and boxers which he very carefully folded and placed upon the dinning table beside him. By the time we were all on our second glass of wine everyone was relaxing. I was on my knees between SL’s naked legs stroking his thighs and giving his cock the treatment he has missed out on in recent months. He moaned with pleasure as I began licking and sucking this familiar penis. As I glanced across the room there was a tangle of bodies almost all naked apart from Mrs CY who was not feeling very well. She was sprawled on the sofa legs apart with CY’s hand buried inside her skirt as he was sprawled next to her BW between his legs sucking him off as her husband took her from behind. It was not much longer after this that someone I forget who but I think it was one of the women decided that we were over dressed and needed help out of our clothes especially me.
BW helped SL out of his clothes while Mrs CY approached me. I thought she was going for my skirt ( I had already taken my top off as it was so hot) but as her hand went up my leg with lightening speed it wasn’t my skirt but my lacy panties that she got a hold of and removed. BW was wanking SL but she also leaned across and both women were stroking and playing with my pussy. CY came into the room from making coffee he was now wearing a condom and it was decided by someone that I should be the first to receive his attentions. I lay on the floor wearing nothing now except my black stockings. I always feel sexier with them on. CY lowered himself on top of me and slowly entered my now wet pussy. Out of the three men he had the largest cock. It felt good to be filled again after the lack of sex in my life recently. I’m not sure what else was happening while I was being fucked by CY. I do believe that BW was playing with SL. After we had fucked and I was still on the floor CY sat back on his sofa allowing me full access to his cock so I could suck him off. It was most gratifying to hear him murmur that I have such a lovely soft touch. Especially as earlier I had heard one of the guys complaining about sharp nails with one of the others. During the evening I thought one of the funniest things was when both women were sucking cock…..their heads bobbing up and down fast as though it was a race. How could they have either given or received much pleasure like that. I love to take my time slowly running my tongue along and around the hard cock I have in my possession. Licking flicking swirling my tongue sometimes nibbling along the length more with my lips than my teeth. Yes I take the cock into my mouth I love to take this nice and slow too changing the angle of my mouth, sometimes taking it as far as I can then just a little way or maybe just the tip while my tongue plays. I love to tease the cock that I am playing with. Keeping my man guessing what I will do next, keeping the experience alive for both of us. Those who have experienced me giving head will know what I mean. I have never had any complaints yet although there may well come a day when I don’t satisfy my man.
During our discussions prior to the evening I had learnt that there may be some massages with baby oil on offer. CY spread a protective sheet upon his carpet and handed the baby oil to BW. SL knelt on the sheet and BW began to massage his shoulder, arm and back as he had mentioned a frozen shoulder. This massage seemed to ease his shoulder. Next BW lay on her front and FM massaged her back until someone suggested that she turn over and he massaged her front. I was told to help him. Kneeling on the floor I massaged BW’s stomach and legs gradually getting more adventurous and rubbing her boobs as well occasionally allowing my hand to wonder as far as her pubic hair. I am not brave enough to touch her pussy probably because I have never done this before and I am aware that there are four sets of eyes on the scene watching my hands moving constantly over and around her boobs, stomach and legs. Maybe if it had been just the two of us or if everyone else was busy playing not taking any notice I may have been braver. When I eventually sat back BW said I had wonderfully gentle hands. My second compliment…..I mustn’t start to get big headed. As I continued to sit on the floor FM lay face down while BW sat on his legs massaging his back and slapping his ass. This was a very short massage then he got up and sat next to SL, who gave me his cock to suck again. BW was next to me sucking off her husband while SL put his hand across to wank FM. I soon found that my mouth was joined by FM’s hand on SL’s cock. Both men were wanking the other while we sucked them off. Then BW was joining in licking SL who pulled my shoulders up so I was now kneeling up he turned me towards FM who was now standing so that I could suck him off alternating with BW. I remember a strong smell of cigarette smoke (they both smoke almost constantly). Just for fun FM began to fuck my mouth getting faster and faster until I couldn’t keep him in my mouth any longer as his movements became more and more frantic. I was laughing too by then which didn’t help. FM moved around behind his wife SL turned me so that the two of us women were now kneeling up facing each other. FM reached around BW to hold me against her. SL lifted up my right boob for BW. She fondled it at first then as SL lifted it higher she lowered her head to lick then suck my nipple. At first I felt nothing but gradually I could feel her sucking harder and harder. I began to feel the familiar thread that goes from my nipples directly to my damp sex. The tugging that begins slowly at first then spreads down through me to my thighs which tingle and drip as I become wetter and wetter. So there I was on my knees, BW sucking my right nipple while her husband has my left boob in his hand and SL has his hand rubbing my swollen clit. I have my hands on BW’s shoulders gently caressing her shoulders and back all the time concentrating on what is happening to my boobs. I let my hands slide downwards and play with BW’s boobs again. As FM is fucking his wife from behind and holding me to her. CY and Mrs CY re enter the room with more coffee. I collapse onto the sofa feeling a little overwhelmed. SL fingers my swollen clit and I have to put my cup down as the spasms of pleasure course through my body involuntarily. He lowers his head letting his tongue enter me tasting me, reminding me of what he does best. It has been a very long time since I felt his tongue between my lips making me cum in great gushes. He loves to make me squirt. He knows he can make me extremely wet and does so easily. I want him to pull me onto the floor and fuck me as we have not done for months. He obliges and he is quickly inside me with my stocking clad legs wrapped around his back pulling him deeper inside me. I am lost in the moment I have longed for his cock inside me for the last few months. We have both been too busy for one of our Monday morning sessions on my bed. I am moaning now telling him to fuck me baby yes this is so good. I feel him shoot his load inside me, I squeeze him a few more times with my hungry muscles as I feel myself cum once more. We collapse together in a heap as he kisses my nose and there is a round of applause. I had momentarily forgotten we were not alone. We finish our coffee and dress as SL has to get home. Everyone dresses and we say our goodbyes. FM is driving ahead of us along the road at a snai’ls pace. At least this time he is not undressing as he drives. Once we reach the motorway SL passes FM and we speed off on our way home. We are both quiet not saying much. I joke about how far we will have got by the time FM gets home. SL thinks we will be home first even though we have double the distance to drive. When we arrive at my car we kiss goodnight. Not the passionate kisses of the past but gentle kisses. He waits while I get into my car and pull away before he goes home. When I get home the kids are all asleep so I can go online. SL is there I tell him I got home in just 17 minutes which is good even for me. He has seen the football highlights and is going to bed now he knows I am home.
I catch up with blogging and other activities on the pc…..in no time at all its 3am so I take myself off to bed remembering to change the clocks first which makes it 4am L
In the morning I awaken to a silent house with just the sound of the shower running I know my son has an early start today, his band are planning to do some recording. I go back to sleep for a while knowing I don’t have to get up yet. When I do eventually get up everyone is out. I take the opportunity to go online. Within seconds I have 4 conversations on the go. One of these is a fellow blogger. He tells me that he has had an adventure. He has met a very nice handsome fit wealthy man who takes him back to his home and they play around by the pool. My friend tells me that while they were playing he sucked cock for the first time. He enjoyed it but wasn’t sure if he did it right. We spend the next few minutes with me giving him instructions on how to give a good blowjob. I hope I have helped him. I never imagined I would spend my Sunday online giving hints on cock sucking to man. This was the first strange event of Sunday. Not long after this I was checking my emails and found one from another blogger giving a phone number with instructions to text. I don’t do so for some time. But email back saying what kind of text do you want?
1) hiya
2) fancy a cuppa
3) come get me I need a shag
a while later I text the number I have been given…….what kind of text do you want?
Immediate reply………. whats on the menu ? so I reply with the choices I had set out in my email.
My phone rings, it is that number…..a very nice voice says …cuppa sounds good to me. I am in ****** Tesco carpark I have a spare half an hour. I say it will take me 15/20 minutes to get there. I have no idea who I am meeting…well that’s not quite true because I do now know the name of this person from the address on the email. All I know otherwise is that this person lives in the same part of the country and works in a town not far from mine, and we read each other’s bloggs very regularly. I arrive in said town and pull into the tesco car park which is almost deserted as the shop closed several hours ago. There is one car parked on its own with the lights on not far from the entrance. I pull up a couple of spaces from this car to see a face smiling and a hand waving at me. I get out of my car and walk over, he says are you getting in I only have a few minutes. So we spend the next 5 minutes or so sat in his car chatting. We mention one or two other bloggers and discuss my family situation and why I don’t work at present. Then he has to go to work. So we part company and I go home. I have things to do anyway.
Monday
I spent the day working as receptionist at a company that ask for me everytime they need cover for their receptionist. They are aware that I can only work less than 16 hrs per week otherwise it affects my benefits and my claim is cancelled meaning that I have to claim again. This time I am working Monday and Tuesday. The staff have got used to me now and I am learning who is who. The day goes without many problems and I set off home at the end of the day. Suprisingly only #3 son is home he has been on the pc for several hours and goes upstairs. While dinner is cooking I catch up with my blogs and email. Whilst I was checking my mail I see GB sign in. A few minutes later he is still there so I send him a funny face. We have a very short conversation and then he is gone. I just sit there tears streaming down my face, not that he said anything bad but I was reading between the lines. Not sure if I was being over sensitive. I decide that I cannot keep this situation as it is. I am feeling very upset and take myself upstairs. The boys come in from playing cricket. While I am serving up their dinner #2 gets a call from his dad who asks to speak to me. I do not want to speak to SF, I have no reason to. He insists tells #2 that he ahs to speak to me about money. It seems hes thinking of getting a job and wants to do a deal with me instead of CSA taking money from him. I tell him that I can’t do that or I will lose some of the paltry amount I get in benefits. We argue over how much I get from the state. He mistakenly thinks I get more than enough to cover everything. He then goes on to say that I have probably heard who he is seeing. I have not and what is more I do not care!! He tells me that he misses me he still loves me so I tell him that he has a new girlfriend now. he keeps saying he still loves me. I dont want to hear it. I can hear he is drunk. I ring off. but later when I am being miserable in my room he has rung again!!!! Again he keeps saying that he still loves me.....he admits that he is drunk....I can tell without being told!!
Later I go online I chat to HMU then N comes online ...he too is saying he loves and misses me. I really dont want to hear this not from N and not from SF either.
I am sure something else strange happened on monday but now its wednesday night and I cant remember.
Oh yes just remembered. I was having a text conversation with FF he asked if I wanted some fun on tuesday....he and Pp were due to have some fun with another couple but the wife had to go to scotland and they wondered if I would like to join them instead. I asked who and where. when he told me who it was i was amused this guy had been trying to get me to see them on my own without SL. his wife was always asleep whenever we spoke to them. I just said that I haven't been feeling well. then I went online via my mobile and the guy we had been talking about started chatting (first time in ages). He asked if I fancied a 4/5some..he had a couple coming round but his wife was away. He said he would try to find another lady and they said they would ask someone they knew. He didnt realise they had asked me lol.
yesterday which was when they were meant o be meeting I got a text from FF saying that he was being stood up it wasnt happening. I didnt ask why.
We were ushered into the living room lit only by candles and the strong scent of a joss stick burning in the adjoining conservatory. SL & I sat on the two seater brown leather sofa Mrs CY sat on a stool near us whilst the others all sat together on the three seater sofa. I joked about the room splitting into the three of us who were clothed at one side and the three nude ones at the otherside of the room. CY and BW busied them selves in the kitchen getting glasses of wine for everyone while FM went outside for a cigarette. I chatted to Mrs CY and SL. The others returned and Mrs CY joined BW & FM on the other sofa with CY perched on the arm. It didn’t take long before the women were wanking their men. The room was very warm with heat from the gas fire. I stroked SL’s thigh then sank onto my knees in front of him to remove his trousers and boxers which he very carefully folded and placed upon the dinning table beside him. By the time we were all on our second glass of wine everyone was relaxing. I was on my knees between SL’s naked legs stroking his thighs and giving his cock the treatment he has missed out on in recent months. He moaned with pleasure as I began licking and sucking this familiar penis. As I glanced across the room there was a tangle of bodies almost all naked apart from Mrs CY who was not feeling very well. She was sprawled on the sofa legs apart with CY’s hand buried inside her skirt as he was sprawled next to her BW between his legs sucking him off as her husband took her from behind. It was not much longer after this that someone I forget who but I think it was one of the women decided that we were over dressed and needed help out of our clothes especially me.
BW helped SL out of his clothes while Mrs CY approached me. I thought she was going for my skirt ( I had already taken my top off as it was so hot) but as her hand went up my leg with lightening speed it wasn’t my skirt but my lacy panties that she got a hold of and removed. BW was wanking SL but she also leaned across and both women were stroking and playing with my pussy. CY came into the room from making coffee he was now wearing a condom and it was decided by someone that I should be the first to receive his attentions. I lay on the floor wearing nothing now except my black stockings. I always feel sexier with them on. CY lowered himself on top of me and slowly entered my now wet pussy. Out of the three men he had the largest cock. It felt good to be filled again after the lack of sex in my life recently. I’m not sure what else was happening while I was being fucked by CY. I do believe that BW was playing with SL. After we had fucked and I was still on the floor CY sat back on his sofa allowing me full access to his cock so I could suck him off. It was most gratifying to hear him murmur that I have such a lovely soft touch. Especially as earlier I had heard one of the guys complaining about sharp nails with one of the others. During the evening I thought one of the funniest things was when both women were sucking cock…..their heads bobbing up and down fast as though it was a race. How could they have either given or received much pleasure like that. I love to take my time slowly running my tongue along and around the hard cock I have in my possession. Licking flicking swirling my tongue sometimes nibbling along the length more with my lips than my teeth. Yes I take the cock into my mouth I love to take this nice and slow too changing the angle of my mouth, sometimes taking it as far as I can then just a little way or maybe just the tip while my tongue plays. I love to tease the cock that I am playing with. Keeping my man guessing what I will do next, keeping the experience alive for both of us. Those who have experienced me giving head will know what I mean. I have never had any complaints yet although there may well come a day when I don’t satisfy my man.
During our discussions prior to the evening I had learnt that there may be some massages with baby oil on offer. CY spread a protective sheet upon his carpet and handed the baby oil to BW. SL knelt on the sheet and BW began to massage his shoulder, arm and back as he had mentioned a frozen shoulder. This massage seemed to ease his shoulder. Next BW lay on her front and FM massaged her back until someone suggested that she turn over and he massaged her front. I was told to help him. Kneeling on the floor I massaged BW’s stomach and legs gradually getting more adventurous and rubbing her boobs as well occasionally allowing my hand to wonder as far as her pubic hair. I am not brave enough to touch her pussy probably because I have never done this before and I am aware that there are four sets of eyes on the scene watching my hands moving constantly over and around her boobs, stomach and legs. Maybe if it had been just the two of us or if everyone else was busy playing not taking any notice I may have been braver. When I eventually sat back BW said I had wonderfully gentle hands. My second compliment…..I mustn’t start to get big headed. As I continued to sit on the floor FM lay face down while BW sat on his legs massaging his back and slapping his ass. This was a very short massage then he got up and sat next to SL, who gave me his cock to suck again. BW was next to me sucking off her husband while SL put his hand across to wank FM. I soon found that my mouth was joined by FM’s hand on SL’s cock. Both men were wanking the other while we sucked them off. Then BW was joining in licking SL who pulled my shoulders up so I was now kneeling up he turned me towards FM who was now standing so that I could suck him off alternating with BW. I remember a strong smell of cigarette smoke (they both smoke almost constantly). Just for fun FM began to fuck my mouth getting faster and faster until I couldn’t keep him in my mouth any longer as his movements became more and more frantic. I was laughing too by then which didn’t help. FM moved around behind his wife SL turned me so that the two of us women were now kneeling up facing each other. FM reached around BW to hold me against her. SL lifted up my right boob for BW. She fondled it at first then as SL lifted it higher she lowered her head to lick then suck my nipple. At first I felt nothing but gradually I could feel her sucking harder and harder. I began to feel the familiar thread that goes from my nipples directly to my damp sex. The tugging that begins slowly at first then spreads down through me to my thighs which tingle and drip as I become wetter and wetter. So there I was on my knees, BW sucking my right nipple while her husband has my left boob in his hand and SL has his hand rubbing my swollen clit. I have my hands on BW’s shoulders gently caressing her shoulders and back all the time concentrating on what is happening to my boobs. I let my hands slide downwards and play with BW’s boobs again. As FM is fucking his wife from behind and holding me to her. CY and Mrs CY re enter the room with more coffee. I collapse onto the sofa feeling a little overwhelmed. SL fingers my swollen clit and I have to put my cup down as the spasms of pleasure course through my body involuntarily. He lowers his head letting his tongue enter me tasting me, reminding me of what he does best. It has been a very long time since I felt his tongue between my lips making me cum in great gushes. He loves to make me squirt. He knows he can make me extremely wet and does so easily. I want him to pull me onto the floor and fuck me as we have not done for months. He obliges and he is quickly inside me with my stocking clad legs wrapped around his back pulling him deeper inside me. I am lost in the moment I have longed for his cock inside me for the last few months. We have both been too busy for one of our Monday morning sessions on my bed. I am moaning now telling him to fuck me baby yes this is so good. I feel him shoot his load inside me, I squeeze him a few more times with my hungry muscles as I feel myself cum once more. We collapse together in a heap as he kisses my nose and there is a round of applause. I had momentarily forgotten we were not alone. We finish our coffee and dress as SL has to get home. Everyone dresses and we say our goodbyes. FM is driving ahead of us along the road at a snai’ls pace. At least this time he is not undressing as he drives. Once we reach the motorway SL passes FM and we speed off on our way home. We are both quiet not saying much. I joke about how far we will have got by the time FM gets home. SL thinks we will be home first even though we have double the distance to drive. When we arrive at my car we kiss goodnight. Not the passionate kisses of the past but gentle kisses. He waits while I get into my car and pull away before he goes home. When I get home the kids are all asleep so I can go online. SL is there I tell him I got home in just 17 minutes which is good even for me. He has seen the football highlights and is going to bed now he knows I am home.
I catch up with blogging and other activities on the pc…..in no time at all its 3am so I take myself off to bed remembering to change the clocks first which makes it 4am L
In the morning I awaken to a silent house with just the sound of the shower running I know my son has an early start today, his band are planning to do some recording. I go back to sleep for a while knowing I don’t have to get up yet. When I do eventually get up everyone is out. I take the opportunity to go online. Within seconds I have 4 conversations on the go. One of these is a fellow blogger. He tells me that he has had an adventure. He has met a very nice handsome fit wealthy man who takes him back to his home and they play around by the pool. My friend tells me that while they were playing he sucked cock for the first time. He enjoyed it but wasn’t sure if he did it right. We spend the next few minutes with me giving him instructions on how to give a good blowjob. I hope I have helped him. I never imagined I would spend my Sunday online giving hints on cock sucking to man. This was the first strange event of Sunday. Not long after this I was checking my emails and found one from another blogger giving a phone number with instructions to text. I don’t do so for some time. But email back saying what kind of text do you want?
1) hiya
2) fancy a cuppa
3) come get me I need a shag
a while later I text the number I have been given…….what kind of text do you want?
Immediate reply………. whats on the menu ? so I reply with the choices I had set out in my email.
My phone rings, it is that number…..a very nice voice says …cuppa sounds good to me. I am in ****** Tesco carpark I have a spare half an hour. I say it will take me 15/20 minutes to get there. I have no idea who I am meeting…well that’s not quite true because I do now know the name of this person from the address on the email. All I know otherwise is that this person lives in the same part of the country and works in a town not far from mine, and we read each other’s bloggs very regularly. I arrive in said town and pull into the tesco car park which is almost deserted as the shop closed several hours ago. There is one car parked on its own with the lights on not far from the entrance. I pull up a couple of spaces from this car to see a face smiling and a hand waving at me. I get out of my car and walk over, he says are you getting in I only have a few minutes. So we spend the next 5 minutes or so sat in his car chatting. We mention one or two other bloggers and discuss my family situation and why I don’t work at present. Then he has to go to work. So we part company and I go home. I have things to do anyway.
Monday
I spent the day working as receptionist at a company that ask for me everytime they need cover for their receptionist. They are aware that I can only work less than 16 hrs per week otherwise it affects my benefits and my claim is cancelled meaning that I have to claim again. This time I am working Monday and Tuesday. The staff have got used to me now and I am learning who is who. The day goes without many problems and I set off home at the end of the day. Suprisingly only #3 son is home he has been on the pc for several hours and goes upstairs. While dinner is cooking I catch up with my blogs and email. Whilst I was checking my mail I see GB sign in. A few minutes later he is still there so I send him a funny face. We have a very short conversation and then he is gone. I just sit there tears streaming down my face, not that he said anything bad but I was reading between the lines. Not sure if I was being over sensitive. I decide that I cannot keep this situation as it is. I am feeling very upset and take myself upstairs. The boys come in from playing cricket. While I am serving up their dinner #2 gets a call from his dad who asks to speak to me. I do not want to speak to SF, I have no reason to. He insists tells #2 that he ahs to speak to me about money. It seems hes thinking of getting a job and wants to do a deal with me instead of CSA taking money from him. I tell him that I can’t do that or I will lose some of the paltry amount I get in benefits. We argue over how much I get from the state. He mistakenly thinks I get more than enough to cover everything. He then goes on to say that I have probably heard who he is seeing. I have not and what is more I do not care!! He tells me that he misses me he still loves me so I tell him that he has a new girlfriend now. he keeps saying he still loves me. I dont want to hear it. I can hear he is drunk. I ring off. but later when I am being miserable in my room he has rung again!!!! Again he keeps saying that he still loves me.....he admits that he is drunk....I can tell without being told!!
Later I go online I chat to HMU then N comes online ...he too is saying he loves and misses me. I really dont want to hear this not from N and not from SF either.
I am sure something else strange happened on monday but now its wednesday night and I cant remember.
Oh yes just remembered. I was having a text conversation with FF he asked if I wanted some fun on tuesday....he and Pp were due to have some fun with another couple but the wife had to go to scotland and they wondered if I would like to join them instead. I asked who and where. when he told me who it was i was amused this guy had been trying to get me to see them on my own without SL. his wife was always asleep whenever we spoke to them. I just said that I haven't been feeling well. then I went online via my mobile and the guy we had been talking about started chatting (first time in ages). He asked if I fancied a 4/5some..he had a couple coming round but his wife was away. He said he would try to find another lady and they said they would ask someone they knew. He didnt realise they had asked me lol.
yesterday which was when they were meant o be meeting I got a text from FF saying that he was being stood up it wasnt happening. I didnt ask why.
Monday, March 26, 2007
strange events part one
Strange events
This has been one very strange weekend. Firstly I had arranged with my lover SL that we would meet another couple only this time it would be a slightly different evening to the last time we met another couple. When we first began chatting to this other couple who are married but live some distance from us they mentioned that they usually play with another couple at their place and maybe we could join the four of them. Ok this would be a little different but we would give it a go as it would mean that if there were 6 of us there was a greater chance of finding at least one person to play with.
Over the last few weeks we both chatted to FM and BW sometimes just me and one or both of them sometimes SL but there were also times when all of us were chatting together. FM turns out to be a real comedian……I doubt he can ever take anything seriously. BW is very friendly and chatty. She tells me that they have met up with CY and Mrs CY about 6 times now. FM and BW are married but CY and Mrs CY are a couple in the same sense as me and SL. I learnt that they are all bi which is good as SL is definitely bi and as I am curious it gives me more scope to discover if it is my scene or not. During one of our late night chats BW tells me that the last time they all got together she walked from the car to the door with no clothes on. We had a discussion about this and I said I would consider arriving in a coat and stockings but little else but I made no promises stating that I never tell SL what I am going to wear but keep it as a surprise. After many discussions back and forth it is decided that we would all get together on Saturday evening. I would drive over to a place near to SL’s home and he would drive us both from there.
In the meantime SL tells me that we have been invited to join another couple for a lunchtime drink on Saturday. He can get away for a couple of hours so we accept. I am a little dubious about meeting a couple I know nothing about as we have had very little contact and it has happened so quickly but these people are staying at a hotel half way between the two of us and are only here for the weekend. However my doubts are nothing compared to the desire to see SL. It has been over two months since we last saw each other even though we have been in contact online and by phone. It has been 4 months since we last had sex unless I count the night we had a xmas drink and I gave him blow job to completion as his xmas present while we were sat in his car just off a motorway junction.
I arrive at the hotel and for once SL has arrived before me. Together we enter the hotel looking for the bar where we are to meet PH & SH. Soon we were greeted by our hosts and a round of drinks ordered we took refuge in a room just off the bar which was full of golfers. We chat for perhaps 40 minutes. This is the first time this couple have met anyone else and it soon becomes obvious that they are not yet ready to take any further steps in this direction. We feel that they probably won’t ever. They take their leave of us after pleasantries all around. After their departure we continue to finish our drinks and chat. I am becoming uncomfortable and need to find a bathroom. I leave SL with his drink while I go in search of the nearest rest room. A member of staff points me in the direction of the leisure centre saying it is through the double doors. I pass the gents on my way to the double doors and take the first door I come to which has a brass figure on the door. As I step through the door then a second inner door my need is increasing. I find the first cubicle and quickly enter. I can hear voices in the adjoining changing room. Good I am not alone but hold on a second I know I am a little hard of hearing but those voices are a little deep and come to think about it I had seen no other females other than staff members. I realise that I had not looked at the door properly in my haste and am now in the men’s locker room. Perhaps I can make my escape without being noticed. But as I attempt to creep out I come face to face with two men. One older and stockier than his dark companion who it doesn’t take me long to notice is wearing nothing but a fluffy white towel around the waist of his still wet body.
Older man looks me up and down with a glint in his eye while his friend asks me what I was doing in there. I mumble that in my haste I had taken the wrong door. He gently but firmly takes me by the arm and leads me around the corner to where his belongings as laid out neatly on the wooden bench. His friend has his bag a short distance away. He presses me down onto the bench and the two men take their place on either side of me. Both pressing against my arms they are so close. The nearly naked man (he isn’t bad looking apart from a badly broken nose) whispers in my ear that he would like me to do something for him as I am here. The two men were meeting for a celebration lunch after their work out. It is the older man’s birthday and as he is separated from his wife of 24 years he has been feeling frustrated of late. The younger man his taut muscles gleaming as the water evaporated from his skin had already had a swim and the pair were about to go into the gym. Both changing into their gym clothes. Maybe now that I was here he could ask me to give his friend a little pleasure to put a smile on his face. He asked me if I knew what felatio was. Mmmmm one of my favourite pleasures. The older man had said very little during this exchange but he had a nice smile and he smelt very nice, I recognised his aftershave as joop. I had bought a bottle of it for my son for his 18th birthday. I looked him in the eye and he looked so friendly and humble that I agreed to do this for him if they would hand me one of the leisure club towels to place under my knees.
As I sink to my knees in front of the friendly older man I ask him his name Philip he says But it’s Phil to his friends. Ok Phil I say lets get you out of these trousers as I cant be too long as my companion will be wondering where I have got to. Eagerly he shrugs his trousers and blue cotton boxers off giving me a view of his now semi hard and not unimpressive cock. He gives me a wry grin as I take hold of his tool stroking him on the underside for a few seconds before I lean forward to touch his smooth head with the tip of my tongue. MMmmmm already there are beads of pre cum oozing from the tip of his now rock hard member. I begin to lick and suck as though he is the most delicious thing I have ever tasted. The kicks and flicks I feel from his cock together with the moans from Phil tell me that I am doing a good job. He leans forward putting his arms across the back of my shoulders pushing my head gently down over his cock. But then I feel something else. His mate has knelt on the floor behind me his arms around me to fondle my breasts I can feel the heat of his naked body through my thin blue striped blouse. The buttons are soon undone and damp hands are sliding inside my bra playing with my now hard nipples. I moan too now as I try to continue sucking on Phil’s cock but unable to concentrate fully with these fingers working on my nipples. I can feel my arousal as my panties are getting wetter inside my black jeans. The body behind me moves closer and I can feel the iron rod prodding into my lower back. His movements have forced his cock under the hem of my blouse and I can feel the slippery trail of precum on my hot skin as he moves in closer.
Phil says ‘hey Harry this was your treat to me you can’t muscle in on her not until she’s finished with me.’
He groans with pleasure before he can speak again. When he does he says you should get this girl’s number she is very good at this. With that his cock shudders and his hands clench on my shoulders as I feel the first hot dribble of cum in my mouth followed by another greater spurt and another, until my mouth is so full I have no choice but to swallow. It isn’t a great problem for me as I have become used to the taste in recent months with my lovers. As he falls back against the wood panelled wall I put my right hand behind my back and take a hold of the thing that is pushing against my spine making a slimy mess on my skin. I struggle to turn myself around to face this other man who I now know is called Harry this is when I notice that the towel has been discarded on the floor beside him and his cock, not as thick as Phil’s but just as long is ready and waiting to play. I tell him to get back onto the bench which he does with impressive speed and athleticism. My face is now level with his groin and my mouth slips easily around this new tool. As I begin my new task with renewed fervour I manage to glance at my watch its 1.40pm and I have been in here for at least 10 minutes. There is a rustle beside me as Phil changes into his gym shorts and t-shirt. He noticed my glance at my watch and tells Harry to be quick
‘this woman needs to be out of here before anyone finds us in here. Don’t know about you but I don’t really want to get kicked out of the club.’ Harry obligingly cums in my mouth a few short seconds later. I swallow this new shot of cum and straighten my clothes as I stand up. Phil helping me to my feet. He thanks me profusely as I attempt to make a quick exit. When I return to SL he is looking nervously at his watch….he had been playing with his mobile and hadn’t noticed at first how long I had been but by now he was worried. I told him I got lost and found myself in the gents and had to beat a hasty retreat and find the ladies before I embarrassed myself. I finished the dregs of my fruit juice and we departed. Kissing beside my car as we confirmed the tiem we would meet up later. (to be continued)
This has been one very strange weekend. Firstly I had arranged with my lover SL that we would meet another couple only this time it would be a slightly different evening to the last time we met another couple. When we first began chatting to this other couple who are married but live some distance from us they mentioned that they usually play with another couple at their place and maybe we could join the four of them. Ok this would be a little different but we would give it a go as it would mean that if there were 6 of us there was a greater chance of finding at least one person to play with.
Over the last few weeks we both chatted to FM and BW sometimes just me and one or both of them sometimes SL but there were also times when all of us were chatting together. FM turns out to be a real comedian……I doubt he can ever take anything seriously. BW is very friendly and chatty. She tells me that they have met up with CY and Mrs CY about 6 times now. FM and BW are married but CY and Mrs CY are a couple in the same sense as me and SL. I learnt that they are all bi which is good as SL is definitely bi and as I am curious it gives me more scope to discover if it is my scene or not. During one of our late night chats BW tells me that the last time they all got together she walked from the car to the door with no clothes on. We had a discussion about this and I said I would consider arriving in a coat and stockings but little else but I made no promises stating that I never tell SL what I am going to wear but keep it as a surprise. After many discussions back and forth it is decided that we would all get together on Saturday evening. I would drive over to a place near to SL’s home and he would drive us both from there.
In the meantime SL tells me that we have been invited to join another couple for a lunchtime drink on Saturday. He can get away for a couple of hours so we accept. I am a little dubious about meeting a couple I know nothing about as we have had very little contact and it has happened so quickly but these people are staying at a hotel half way between the two of us and are only here for the weekend. However my doubts are nothing compared to the desire to see SL. It has been over two months since we last saw each other even though we have been in contact online and by phone. It has been 4 months since we last had sex unless I count the night we had a xmas drink and I gave him blow job to completion as his xmas present while we were sat in his car just off a motorway junction.
I arrive at the hotel and for once SL has arrived before me. Together we enter the hotel looking for the bar where we are to meet PH & SH. Soon we were greeted by our hosts and a round of drinks ordered we took refuge in a room just off the bar which was full of golfers. We chat for perhaps 40 minutes. This is the first time this couple have met anyone else and it soon becomes obvious that they are not yet ready to take any further steps in this direction. We feel that they probably won’t ever. They take their leave of us after pleasantries all around. After their departure we continue to finish our drinks and chat. I am becoming uncomfortable and need to find a bathroom. I leave SL with his drink while I go in search of the nearest rest room. A member of staff points me in the direction of the leisure centre saying it is through the double doors. I pass the gents on my way to the double doors and take the first door I come to which has a brass figure on the door. As I step through the door then a second inner door my need is increasing. I find the first cubicle and quickly enter. I can hear voices in the adjoining changing room. Good I am not alone but hold on a second I know I am a little hard of hearing but those voices are a little deep and come to think about it I had seen no other females other than staff members. I realise that I had not looked at the door properly in my haste and am now in the men’s locker room. Perhaps I can make my escape without being noticed. But as I attempt to creep out I come face to face with two men. One older and stockier than his dark companion who it doesn’t take me long to notice is wearing nothing but a fluffy white towel around the waist of his still wet body.
Older man looks me up and down with a glint in his eye while his friend asks me what I was doing in there. I mumble that in my haste I had taken the wrong door. He gently but firmly takes me by the arm and leads me around the corner to where his belongings as laid out neatly on the wooden bench. His friend has his bag a short distance away. He presses me down onto the bench and the two men take their place on either side of me. Both pressing against my arms they are so close. The nearly naked man (he isn’t bad looking apart from a badly broken nose) whispers in my ear that he would like me to do something for him as I am here. The two men were meeting for a celebration lunch after their work out. It is the older man’s birthday and as he is separated from his wife of 24 years he has been feeling frustrated of late. The younger man his taut muscles gleaming as the water evaporated from his skin had already had a swim and the pair were about to go into the gym. Both changing into their gym clothes. Maybe now that I was here he could ask me to give his friend a little pleasure to put a smile on his face. He asked me if I knew what felatio was. Mmmmm one of my favourite pleasures. The older man had said very little during this exchange but he had a nice smile and he smelt very nice, I recognised his aftershave as joop. I had bought a bottle of it for my son for his 18th birthday. I looked him in the eye and he looked so friendly and humble that I agreed to do this for him if they would hand me one of the leisure club towels to place under my knees.
As I sink to my knees in front of the friendly older man I ask him his name Philip he says But it’s Phil to his friends. Ok Phil I say lets get you out of these trousers as I cant be too long as my companion will be wondering where I have got to. Eagerly he shrugs his trousers and blue cotton boxers off giving me a view of his now semi hard and not unimpressive cock. He gives me a wry grin as I take hold of his tool stroking him on the underside for a few seconds before I lean forward to touch his smooth head with the tip of my tongue. MMmmmm already there are beads of pre cum oozing from the tip of his now rock hard member. I begin to lick and suck as though he is the most delicious thing I have ever tasted. The kicks and flicks I feel from his cock together with the moans from Phil tell me that I am doing a good job. He leans forward putting his arms across the back of my shoulders pushing my head gently down over his cock. But then I feel something else. His mate has knelt on the floor behind me his arms around me to fondle my breasts I can feel the heat of his naked body through my thin blue striped blouse. The buttons are soon undone and damp hands are sliding inside my bra playing with my now hard nipples. I moan too now as I try to continue sucking on Phil’s cock but unable to concentrate fully with these fingers working on my nipples. I can feel my arousal as my panties are getting wetter inside my black jeans. The body behind me moves closer and I can feel the iron rod prodding into my lower back. His movements have forced his cock under the hem of my blouse and I can feel the slippery trail of precum on my hot skin as he moves in closer.
Phil says ‘hey Harry this was your treat to me you can’t muscle in on her not until she’s finished with me.’
He groans with pleasure before he can speak again. When he does he says you should get this girl’s number she is very good at this. With that his cock shudders and his hands clench on my shoulders as I feel the first hot dribble of cum in my mouth followed by another greater spurt and another, until my mouth is so full I have no choice but to swallow. It isn’t a great problem for me as I have become used to the taste in recent months with my lovers. As he falls back against the wood panelled wall I put my right hand behind my back and take a hold of the thing that is pushing against my spine making a slimy mess on my skin. I struggle to turn myself around to face this other man who I now know is called Harry this is when I notice that the towel has been discarded on the floor beside him and his cock, not as thick as Phil’s but just as long is ready and waiting to play. I tell him to get back onto the bench which he does with impressive speed and athleticism. My face is now level with his groin and my mouth slips easily around this new tool. As I begin my new task with renewed fervour I manage to glance at my watch its 1.40pm and I have been in here for at least 10 minutes. There is a rustle beside me as Phil changes into his gym shorts and t-shirt. He noticed my glance at my watch and tells Harry to be quick
‘this woman needs to be out of here before anyone finds us in here. Don’t know about you but I don’t really want to get kicked out of the club.’ Harry obligingly cums in my mouth a few short seconds later. I swallow this new shot of cum and straighten my clothes as I stand up. Phil helping me to my feet. He thanks me profusely as I attempt to make a quick exit. When I return to SL he is looking nervously at his watch….he had been playing with his mobile and hadn’t noticed at first how long I had been but by now he was worried. I told him I got lost and found myself in the gents and had to beat a hasty retreat and find the ladies before I embarrassed myself. I finished the dregs of my fruit juice and we departed. Kissing beside my car as we confirmed the tiem we would meet up later. (to be continued)
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
this week updated
How my week should be going
Monday meet new man BB for coffee in town at midday
Tuesday drive for over an hour for couple of hours hot office sex with GP
Wed go with SL to meet another couple for lunchtime fun an hour away half way between us and them.
Thurs day off
Fri meet 2 other couples with SL (was going to be sat which clashes with party we were going to)
How this week is turning out now
Monday got text from BB had to take his dad into hospital so cant make our date
Tues drove to GP’s office took nearly 2x as long as expected so didn’t get very long to do much except…..mmmmm I will post that later
Wed F of other couple cant get time off work. SL now cant leave office. M of other couple has day off work so hes driving 1 ½hrs to have coffee with me at a local hotel (update he tried to phone me to confirm wrong number...I went for meet but forgot my phone, went home after half an hour incase he had tried to phone....lunchtime hes on pc...we are now trying for tomorrow)
Have asked Mr & Mrs P if they want to play with me and SL on wed night not heard back yet (update they cant meet tonight but maybe next friday)
Fri night with 2 other couples may now be sat night again!!
Monday meet new man BB for coffee in town at midday
Tuesday drive for over an hour for couple of hours hot office sex with GP
Wed go with SL to meet another couple for lunchtime fun an hour away half way between us and them.
Thurs day off
Fri meet 2 other couples with SL (was going to be sat which clashes with party we were going to)
How this week is turning out now
Monday got text from BB had to take his dad into hospital so cant make our date
Tues drove to GP’s office took nearly 2x as long as expected so didn’t get very long to do much except…..mmmmm I will post that later
Wed F of other couple cant get time off work. SL now cant leave office. M of other couple has day off work so hes driving 1 ½hrs to have coffee with me at a local hotel (update he tried to phone me to confirm wrong number...I went for meet but forgot my phone, went home after half an hour incase he had tried to phone....lunchtime hes on pc...we are now trying for tomorrow)
Have asked Mr & Mrs P if they want to play with me and SL on wed night not heard back yet (update they cant meet tonight but maybe next friday)
Fri night with 2 other couples may now be sat night again!!
Friday, March 16, 2007
getting my diary straight
I have been busy :-)
Not so much having fun but planning it
I was meant to meet GP yesterday afternoon.......but he lost his phone and couldnt get there for work reasons. He tried to contact me on msn but my computer was playing up big style yesterday. he had given me his work number but like an idiot I hadnt put it on my phone. I waited an hour then went home. It was a glorious sunny day and the view was stunning.
we have been chatting all morning and I am now meeting him on tuesday evening in his office for fun and games ;-)
play out a few fantasies.
I had already arranged with SL that we are meeting another couple for funa nd games on wednesday lunchtime. not yet sure if it will be 3 or 4 of us.
over the last week I have been exchanging messages with a new guy on AFF we have just spoken on the phone for 40 minutes while I was chatting to GP on msn. we are now meeting for a lunchtime drink on monday.
so thats monday tues wed taken care of.
SL and I now have a choice of things to do on saturday...we can got to a party where there are going to be about 10 couples and a few singles or take part in a 6some. whichever we choose it will be a first for us.
I have also exchanged a few text with GB he wants to see me again very very soon :-)
Not so much having fun but planning it
I was meant to meet GP yesterday afternoon.......but he lost his phone and couldnt get there for work reasons. He tried to contact me on msn but my computer was playing up big style yesterday. he had given me his work number but like an idiot I hadnt put it on my phone. I waited an hour then went home. It was a glorious sunny day and the view was stunning.
we have been chatting all morning and I am now meeting him on tuesday evening in his office for fun and games ;-)
play out a few fantasies.
I had already arranged with SL that we are meeting another couple for funa nd games on wednesday lunchtime. not yet sure if it will be 3 or 4 of us.
over the last week I have been exchanging messages with a new guy on AFF we have just spoken on the phone for 40 minutes while I was chatting to GP on msn. we are now meeting for a lunchtime drink on monday.
so thats monday tues wed taken care of.
SL and I now have a choice of things to do on saturday...we can got to a party where there are going to be about 10 couples and a few singles or take part in a 6some. whichever we choose it will be a first for us.
I have also exchanged a few text with GB he wants to see me again very very soon :-)
Sunday, March 11, 2007
not a very interesting few weeks
Ok so this is how the rest of March is looking for me so far.
Monday take #4 to school with his packed bag then return to school in afternoon with mother in tow so we can wave him and his classmates off. (they are going to PGL adventure/activity week at hindhead.)
tuesday take mother to see her consultant (she intends to cry and tell him theres something wrong she isnt in the same pain but now she cant walk!!). having said that she thinks she will soon be able to drive again which means she will be claiming her car back from me. Sob sob its much nicer to drive than mine and after 2 months I have got used to it now :-( :-(
wednesday I'm taking mother to visit her dad which reminds me I must post what I have written about my last visit to him a few weeks ago. I was very shocked and N thought it was hilarious. Then we are going for a pub lunch before I take her to my hairdressers to get her hair cut.
thursday I have my hair cut at lunchtime then drive like the clappers to hindhead to meet GP (I'm considering changing him to be PG so as not to be confused with GB). we are meeting up at 2pm and plan to be together until 7pm. I wonder how close the hotel there is to the PGL centre.
We have discussed at length what we both want out of this meeting following our sweet but brief meeting last week. He keeps telling me he wants to be one of my regular lovers but the distance does bother me. (I couldnt do that too often.) I asked him yesterday if I am the first woman he has met but this was his response.
No not my first but you are the best
aww how could I refuse him after that? he says he loved it when I sucked him off thinks I am very good at it and he loved the feeling of being inside me when I was sat straddling him. he wants much more of both. He also wants to lick me very much there just wasnt the room or the time before.
Friday I have my instructions that I must not be late collecting #4 from school early when they get back.
saturday 24th SL and I are invited to a swingers party in dorset. It will be our first if we do manage to get there but I am not holding my breath. Its a saturday for a start, although he thinks he can wing it with plenty of notice. I must ask if he has organised that yet.
friday 30th good thing Im not now meeting HMU in London as I have to take mother to Rotary club Presidents dinner (black tie event). Heaven only knows what I will wear. I could wear a black tie and not much else but think mother might be angry if I did that. But then she doesnt approve of alot of my wardrobe these days.
saturday 31st bloggers meet in london. beginning to think I might see if I can get a late train home, just depends where we will be so I can find out what time the last train is. Its over 20 yrs since I caught last train home from london and that was when I lived in kent.
I must do something about this lack of opportunities. I know that there are several couples wanting to meet up with me and SL but we have to be patient. I am wondering if he will find the time to come and see me on his own like we did before he changed his job.
I am not really interested in meeting more guys on my own any more. I would rather see those I have more often than keep seeing new ones. You would think that having 3 guys and a 4th eager to see me as an ongoing thing would keep me busy, but they are all too busy to see me often.
Monday take #4 to school with his packed bag then return to school in afternoon with mother in tow so we can wave him and his classmates off. (they are going to PGL adventure/activity week at hindhead.)
tuesday take mother to see her consultant (she intends to cry and tell him theres something wrong she isnt in the same pain but now she cant walk!!). having said that she thinks she will soon be able to drive again which means she will be claiming her car back from me. Sob sob its much nicer to drive than mine and after 2 months I have got used to it now :-( :-(
wednesday I'm taking mother to visit her dad which reminds me I must post what I have written about my last visit to him a few weeks ago. I was very shocked and N thought it was hilarious. Then we are going for a pub lunch before I take her to my hairdressers to get her hair cut.
thursday I have my hair cut at lunchtime then drive like the clappers to hindhead to meet GP (I'm considering changing him to be PG so as not to be confused with GB). we are meeting up at 2pm and plan to be together until 7pm. I wonder how close the hotel there is to the PGL centre.
We have discussed at length what we both want out of this meeting following our sweet but brief meeting last week. He keeps telling me he wants to be one of my regular lovers but the distance does bother me. (I couldnt do that too often.) I asked him yesterday if I am the first woman he has met but this was his response.
No not my first but you are the best
aww how could I refuse him after that? he says he loved it when I sucked him off thinks I am very good at it and he loved the feeling of being inside me when I was sat straddling him. he wants much more of both. He also wants to lick me very much there just wasnt the room or the time before.
Friday I have my instructions that I must not be late collecting #4 from school early when they get back.
saturday 24th SL and I are invited to a swingers party in dorset. It will be our first if we do manage to get there but I am not holding my breath. Its a saturday for a start, although he thinks he can wing it with plenty of notice. I must ask if he has organised that yet.
friday 30th good thing Im not now meeting HMU in London as I have to take mother to Rotary club Presidents dinner (black tie event). Heaven only knows what I will wear. I could wear a black tie and not much else but think mother might be angry if I did that. But then she doesnt approve of alot of my wardrobe these days.
saturday 31st bloggers meet in london. beginning to think I might see if I can get a late train home, just depends where we will be so I can find out what time the last train is. Its over 20 yrs since I caught last train home from london and that was when I lived in kent.
I must do something about this lack of opportunities. I know that there are several couples wanting to meet up with me and SL but we have to be patient. I am wondering if he will find the time to come and see me on his own like we did before he changed his job.
I am not really interested in meeting more guys on my own any more. I would rather see those I have more often than keep seeing new ones. You would think that having 3 guys and a 4th eager to see me as an ongoing thing would keep me busy, but they are all too busy to see me often.
Friday, March 09, 2007
update on my week
well I met HMU as promised on tuesday evening. Unfortunately as I have already posted on my other blog. the chemistry wasnt there but we had a lovely evening anyway chatting over dinner. He is a good friend.
thursday and the planned meeting of four minds and bodies, just didnt happen. this time it was the very person who set this meeting up who cancelled. the text I got from SL read.....
Hi hun. I'm afraid I'll have to cry off tonight. Mother nature has decided that I'm not having sex for a week. catch up soon x
now my mind was working over time.....what on earth was wrong with him we had only been chatting for ages the day before and he was in a very naughty and horny mood. nothing wrong with him then. then I twigged that was the text PP had sent to him. He asked if we could find any one else to meet up with. I chatted to one guy but his wife was working so that was no good. By then SL was working hard and didn't finish til 9pm by the time I got his email it was 8am this morning.
So onto friday and my planned meeting with PL. It suddenly occurred to me on thursday that my middlings (two middle boys) had a day off school on friday. Maybe I could coax them to be out of the house for a few hours. Sure enough #2 son was going into school to catch up on his DT project then he was going bowling with some friends and #3 son wanted me to take him to a friend's house in a nearby new town. So this morning I was taking #3 son his mate's when I realised I was supposed to take #4 to school first. we had to turn around and go back so by the time I got home it was later than I had planned. I text PL can we make it 10.30 as I am running late. But I didn't get a reply. I started thinking this is going wrong. Maybe hes left me an email that I havent read yet but there was no time to check. then I got his text he had emailed to say he would be later as he didnt get in from work til nearly 4am. relief he was going to be here by 11.10am. It has been a while ...too long since he last came to see me. But boy did we make up for lost time. No I am not going into details this time suffice to say I was a really happy bunny by the time he left and I have a soaked bed. He was also well pleased with our morning. He had also come on his motorbike so he was in his sexy leathers again mmmmmmmm.He had been gone less than 10 mins when #2 son arrived home with his mates. He rang the doorbell and when I answered the door he asked if he was allowed in for a few minutes. I just said
'of course you can you live here.'
mmmmm im a happy bunny again and PL has promised to come back sooner next time.
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
I cant keep track
OMG!!!
now I have no idea what is happening I am completely lost I cant keep track even though I write most of it down.
OK so I know I am meeting HMU tonight!! he has text me about finding out if we can get bar snacks. Hes going to let me know that and keep me upto date where he is. Right thats today tuesday. Before that I have to fetch #4 son from school. collect mother from WI meeting and take her home at 4pm. Then at 6.30pm take #2 son and friend to county cricket ground for their first training session with the adults. Its right opposite HMU's hotel. So they will get a lift home with his friend's mum. I dont need to keep going up and down the motorway to the same place all evening!!
Tomorrow wednesday Im sure I have agreed to do something but cant think what or who with. I am sure someone will tell me!
Thursday I was going to see GP but that got changed to thursday 15th. he now wants to be my regular lover too. But he isnt local and it means driving for an hour to see him. any way had several text from SL can we meet FF and PP on thursday eve. I have just confirmed this with FF. so it looks like we have a date for thurs which is most unexpected as SL is never available on thursdays!! and I had got the impression from FF that PP had decided against having any more group encounters. But he has just said she has had a rethink.
Friday what the hell am I doing on friday I am sure something was happening on friday but maybe that was one of the kids not me.
saturday and sunday I know Im free cos I dont get dates at weekends as my lovers are all at home with their wives :-(
Why am I feeling so disorganised???
N has been talking to me on MSN on and off this morning. not sure how I feel about that. I dont want to have to block him but might have to in the end. I dont want to hurt him more than I have already. But I dont want to go back to what we had either.
I was greeted by a text from GB this morning which made me feel good. it was only 3 kisses but that was nice anyway. yesterday morning he text me .......hello sexbomb. so now I feel that even if we are not communicating fully at the moment he still thinking about me.
Oh yeah I just remembered Friday yay Im seeing PL on friday morning :-)
N has been telling me this morning that I must have loads of blokes falling over themselves to see me. some chance!! I dont even get to chat online to many these days as by the time I get online most nights everyone else is in bed asleep. good thing Im not working at the moment.
now I have no idea what is happening I am completely lost I cant keep track even though I write most of it down.
OK so I know I am meeting HMU tonight!! he has text me about finding out if we can get bar snacks. Hes going to let me know that and keep me upto date where he is. Right thats today tuesday. Before that I have to fetch #4 son from school. collect mother from WI meeting and take her home at 4pm. Then at 6.30pm take #2 son and friend to county cricket ground for their first training session with the adults. Its right opposite HMU's hotel. So they will get a lift home with his friend's mum. I dont need to keep going up and down the motorway to the same place all evening!!
Tomorrow wednesday Im sure I have agreed to do something but cant think what or who with. I am sure someone will tell me!
Thursday I was going to see GP but that got changed to thursday 15th. he now wants to be my regular lover too. But he isnt local and it means driving for an hour to see him. any way had several text from SL can we meet FF and PP on thursday eve. I have just confirmed this with FF. so it looks like we have a date for thurs which is most unexpected as SL is never available on thursdays!! and I had got the impression from FF that PP had decided against having any more group encounters. But he has just said she has had a rethink.
Friday what the hell am I doing on friday I am sure something was happening on friday but maybe that was one of the kids not me.
saturday and sunday I know Im free cos I dont get dates at weekends as my lovers are all at home with their wives :-(
Why am I feeling so disorganised???
N has been talking to me on MSN on and off this morning. not sure how I feel about that. I dont want to have to block him but might have to in the end. I dont want to hurt him more than I have already. But I dont want to go back to what we had either.
I was greeted by a text from GB this morning which made me feel good. it was only 3 kisses but that was nice anyway. yesterday morning he text me .......hello sexbomb. so now I feel that even if we are not communicating fully at the moment he still thinking about me.
Oh yeah I just remembered Friday yay Im seeing PL on friday morning :-)
N has been telling me this morning that I must have loads of blokes falling over themselves to see me. some chance!! I dont even get to chat online to many these days as by the time I get online most nights everyone else is in bed asleep. good thing Im not working at the moment.
Monday, March 05, 2007
playing again
yesterday and today I have had a few chances to chat to SL. we have also managed to chat with a few other couples.
At present we have a second meeting with Mr & Mrs P to come soon although we dont have a date yet as we are waiting for Mrs P to get better from her recent illness. We also have to work around everyone's work commitments.
We also chatted (together for once) to C & N who we are hoping to meet up with soon for a drink to see how we get on.
yesterday we chatted for the first time to N & M (SL has already met M) which seems promising. They are moving nearer to us in a few weeks time so we are hoping to meet up after that. I have suggested that we make it a b'day party for me. The only presents they need bring being their themselves.
today we chatted to G & L another couple new to us. They live a little further away but within the limit we have set ourselves for travelling. They re not free for a few weeks due to work.
SL also told me that we are invited to a party towards the end of the month being held by a couple who are in our network of friends.
When I was looking at their profile the otherday I linked to a woman who has met them. I have contacted her with a view to playing with me, SL & PL. She has replied that she may be interested. we have swapped msn addresses so we can chat further.
March/April could be interesting for us.
It has been too long since we managed to spend any time together due to work and family commitments etc. SL is now settled into his new work so hopefully we can begin to play together again soon.
I have also been in contact with PL today and we are hoping to get together later this week :-)
On tuesday I am meeting up with Hornymaleuk. We seem to have a very close connections so that should be good.
At present we have a second meeting with Mr & Mrs P to come soon although we dont have a date yet as we are waiting for Mrs P to get better from her recent illness. We also have to work around everyone's work commitments.
We also chatted (together for once) to C & N who we are hoping to meet up with soon for a drink to see how we get on.
yesterday we chatted for the first time to N & M (SL has already met M) which seems promising. They are moving nearer to us in a few weeks time so we are hoping to meet up after that. I have suggested that we make it a b'day party for me. The only presents they need bring being their themselves.
today we chatted to G & L another couple new to us. They live a little further away but within the limit we have set ourselves for travelling. They re not free for a few weeks due to work.
SL also told me that we are invited to a party towards the end of the month being held by a couple who are in our network of friends.
When I was looking at their profile the otherday I linked to a woman who has met them. I have contacted her with a view to playing with me, SL & PL. She has replied that she may be interested. we have swapped msn addresses so we can chat further.
March/April could be interesting for us.
It has been too long since we managed to spend any time together due to work and family commitments etc. SL is now settled into his new work so hopefully we can begin to play together again soon.
I have also been in contact with PL today and we are hoping to get together later this week :-)
On tuesday I am meeting up with Hornymaleuk. We seem to have a very close connections so that should be good.
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
foursome
After all the planning for last friday first we were going to meet mr and mrs P but they had to put it off til this week due to work commitments. then we were going with C & N (option 2) but communication with SL stopped so we couldnt confirm details, but at the last minute they had to dash across country to sort out a family problem. Now I find that the problem with SL was that he was ill in bed for several days.Last night my phone was buzzing for hours as I was getting messages from both mrs P and from SL. We now have a time and a place and a day (well evening) all in place ready for us to get together as a foursome again this coming friday. After no sex for 2 weeks I should be quite sore on saturday as I also have a lunchtime date with GP. I shall be really happy if this comes off as I have not seen SL myself since he dropped me off after our last meeting with mr & mrs P. that must have been about 6 weeks ago!
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
The race updated
Earlier in the month I posted that the race was on to find a couple for me and SL to play with. We have both been busy in our own lives recently so not had much chance to even chat let a lone play together. However tonight there have been developments.
Option 1............. a second evening with KP and TP is now on the cards we are possibly going to meet them again on friday evening at the same place as before. SL has spelt out for me some of the things he wants to happen this time around.....also telling me a couple of things I wasnt aware of about our first meet with K & T.
Option 2............chatted to C & N several times.......including tonight, they have had a visitor for several weeks who has now gone so they are keen to meet us. We are negotiating a time when we are all able to get together.
Option 3..............not heard any more from D & P who live out of the area, although they visit this area I suspect it would be at weekends which are no good for us.
Option 4................Although we have contacted E &F who are on our friedns network we have had no reply from them
Option 5.................FF & PP I have had a number of messages from FF it seems that PP is re assessing her desire to swing. FF wants to meet me again but im not sure he wants to meet both me and SL without PP.
so it looks like it will be friday night with K & TP then possibly C & N but dont know when yet.
Option 1............. a second evening with KP and TP is now on the cards we are possibly going to meet them again on friday evening at the same place as before. SL has spelt out for me some of the things he wants to happen this time around.....also telling me a couple of things I wasnt aware of about our first meet with K & T.
Option 2............chatted to C & N several times.......including tonight, they have had a visitor for several weeks who has now gone so they are keen to meet us. We are negotiating a time when we are all able to get together.
Option 3..............not heard any more from D & P who live out of the area, although they visit this area I suspect it would be at weekends which are no good for us.
Option 4................Although we have contacted E &F who are on our friedns network we have had no reply from them
Option 5.................FF & PP I have had a number of messages from FF it seems that PP is re assessing her desire to swing. FF wants to meet me again but im not sure he wants to meet both me and SL without PP.
so it looks like it will be friday night with K & TP then possibly C & N but dont know when yet.
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
the warning
Yesterday I got an unexpected phone call. It was late lunch time when my mobile rang, I looked at the screen to see who it was but it said private call. Quickly my mind ran over the possibilities. One of the schools, the job centre, one of the companies I take calls from. I heard my name, it was a woman with a fairly deep voice she checked that it was me on the phone.
You don’t know me but I know you
(very curious is this someone trying to stir up problems between me and my boyfriend) Perhaps it was his most recent g/f before he came back to me. But the voice continued.
It is amazing what you can find on the internet….If you sleep with my husband again I shall find you.
All I could think to say was …..who is your husband?...... but the line had gone dead.
I am wracking my brain now …who could it be. My immediate thoughts went to my two lovers they are both married. SL I hadn’t slept with for about 3 months. It could be his wife but unlikely although I had left him a message on the net last night inviting him over to my place today if he wasn’t too busy. I hadn’t heard from him since last week apart from the heart text he had sent me which I then passed on.
PL I had seen last week for the first time since before xmas. We had been exchanging text and email messages for several days. Who else was there?
I have been chatting to lots of guys but I haven’t been sleeping with them. Or at least not for sometime, certainly not this year. My guess is that this woman who ever she is thinks her husband is sleeping away and she has found my number thinking its me. I wonder if she has made the same call to anyone else. I even asked N if he had gone and got himself married without telling me. After all his last girlfriend wanted to marry him so did the one he was seeing last year when he was alternating between the two of us. I seem to be the only one who hasn’t wanted to marry him within weeks. We chat about the call and discuss who it might be not that hes much help although he knows I was seeing others while we were apart. He says that if I get any more calls to let him know.
Later I text both SL and PL I got a phone call today warning me off. It may have been your mrs.
Within minutes they have both replied. Both convinced that it wasn’t their wife.
I really am baffled now.
Several times I go through the list of men that I sent the heart text to yesterday.
GB we have met once for coffee a few months ago……possible hes married I think
GM he is definitely single and we haven’t met up since September although we chat 3 or 4 times a week
ND He says hes separated his family in another part of the country …we met once but didn’t sleep together
DS hes been chatting to me recently …sure hes single but anyway hes in another part of the country and we have never met
IS is apparently still married although they have lived in different countries for several years. We have chatted on and off for months but never met
MM we have been platonic friends for about 9 months we help each other out, giving advice on each others relationships from the male/female point of view. Hes single and we are just friends he isn’t local either
KE we met once months ago he text me from time to time, has been single for years, rarely in the country
NW divorced met once back in early September, from another part of the country, also spends lot of time out of the country
PF, local tells me hes single have chatted a few times, text from time to time never met
RR met once before xmas, is now separated, not local
FF met once with his g/f has invited me out for lunch but not made any plans.
SJ never met tells me hes single wants to meet up soon.
I’m going to try to put it out of my mind. Whoever this woman was I am single and can see who I like, if her husband has been playing away from home either with me or someone else that is a problem between them not me. He wouldn’t be coming to me if everything was fine at home. Still I am curious to know who it is.
Update: This morning GB decided to chat online, this is very rare. I tell him about the call and it came about 10/15 minutes after I had sent him an email.
After a few minutes he tells me not to worry about it as he knows where it came from but not who it was. This confuses me. But he goes on to explain that when he text his colleagues at new year he had done so in groups. Apparently some of the people got the wrong text. One of his colleagues asked him if he had meant to send the text he did, then showed him what he had sent. He had managed to send them a text conversation we had had a few days earlier. I don’t know how many people had received that text, but he thinks it was one of them who called me pretending to be his wife.
You don’t know me but I know you
(very curious is this someone trying to stir up problems between me and my boyfriend) Perhaps it was his most recent g/f before he came back to me. But the voice continued.
It is amazing what you can find on the internet….If you sleep with my husband again I shall find you.
All I could think to say was …..who is your husband?...... but the line had gone dead.
I am wracking my brain now …who could it be. My immediate thoughts went to my two lovers they are both married. SL I hadn’t slept with for about 3 months. It could be his wife but unlikely although I had left him a message on the net last night inviting him over to my place today if he wasn’t too busy. I hadn’t heard from him since last week apart from the heart text he had sent me which I then passed on.
PL I had seen last week for the first time since before xmas. We had been exchanging text and email messages for several days. Who else was there?
I have been chatting to lots of guys but I haven’t been sleeping with them. Or at least not for sometime, certainly not this year. My guess is that this woman who ever she is thinks her husband is sleeping away and she has found my number thinking its me. I wonder if she has made the same call to anyone else. I even asked N if he had gone and got himself married without telling me. After all his last girlfriend wanted to marry him so did the one he was seeing last year when he was alternating between the two of us. I seem to be the only one who hasn’t wanted to marry him within weeks. We chat about the call and discuss who it might be not that hes much help although he knows I was seeing others while we were apart. He says that if I get any more calls to let him know.
Later I text both SL and PL I got a phone call today warning me off. It may have been your mrs.
Within minutes they have both replied. Both convinced that it wasn’t their wife.
I really am baffled now.
Several times I go through the list of men that I sent the heart text to yesterday.
GB we have met once for coffee a few months ago……possible hes married I think
GM he is definitely single and we haven’t met up since September although we chat 3 or 4 times a week
ND He says hes separated his family in another part of the country …we met once but didn’t sleep together
DS hes been chatting to me recently …sure hes single but anyway hes in another part of the country and we have never met
IS is apparently still married although they have lived in different countries for several years. We have chatted on and off for months but never met
MM we have been platonic friends for about 9 months we help each other out, giving advice on each others relationships from the male/female point of view. Hes single and we are just friends he isn’t local either
KE we met once months ago he text me from time to time, has been single for years, rarely in the country
NW divorced met once back in early September, from another part of the country, also spends lot of time out of the country
PF, local tells me hes single have chatted a few times, text from time to time never met
RR met once before xmas, is now separated, not local
FF met once with his g/f has invited me out for lunch but not made any plans.
SJ never met tells me hes single wants to meet up soon.
I’m going to try to put it out of my mind. Whoever this woman was I am single and can see who I like, if her husband has been playing away from home either with me or someone else that is a problem between them not me. He wouldn’t be coming to me if everything was fine at home. Still I am curious to know who it is.
Update: This morning GB decided to chat online, this is very rare. I tell him about the call and it came about 10/15 minutes after I had sent him an email.
After a few minutes he tells me not to worry about it as he knows where it came from but not who it was. This confuses me. But he goes on to explain that when he text his colleagues at new year he had done so in groups. Apparently some of the people got the wrong text. One of his colleagues asked him if he had meant to send the text he did, then showed him what he had sent. He had managed to send them a text conversation we had had a few days earlier. I don’t know how many people had received that text, but he thinks it was one of them who called me pretending to be his wife.
Friday, February 09, 2007
I've done it again !!
I have been dreaming about SL, it isn't the first time. we haven't spoken for a few days so I don't know what prompted me to dream about him today. However since I started to write this post he has come online and we have had a brief chat.
I am a little disturbed by my dream. I didnt mention it to him, although last time I did because it was quite sexy that time.
In my dream I was in his house, I was giving him a blow job, he was in his bed it was night time but he was alone in his bed until I arrived. Then I had left and we were going to meet somewhere as he was going to come away with me so we could be together. but his two teenage sons had follwed me as I walked along various roads and across a park. I tried to give them the slip but they wouldnt lose me. I didnt get to the end of the dream so I'm not sure how it would have ended as I was woken up by the alarm.
I am disturbed by this as I would never go to his home especially while his family are there.
But more than that as much as I love him to bits it is not an emotional love. I love him sexually and as a very close friend and confidant. But I wouldnt want to be in a close full time relationship with him.
I dont know the situation between him and his wife I have never asked, thats his business but I figure that he would do the same things he does now outside his marriage no matter who he is with. I dont want that from someone I am committed to.
I know you shouldnt take dreams at face value but it has still disturbed me.
I have been dreaming about SL, it isn't the first time. we haven't spoken for a few days so I don't know what prompted me to dream about him today. However since I started to write this post he has come online and we have had a brief chat.
I am a little disturbed by my dream. I didnt mention it to him, although last time I did because it was quite sexy that time.
In my dream I was in his house, I was giving him a blow job, he was in his bed it was night time but he was alone in his bed until I arrived. Then I had left and we were going to meet somewhere as he was going to come away with me so we could be together. but his two teenage sons had follwed me as I walked along various roads and across a park. I tried to give them the slip but they wouldnt lose me. I didnt get to the end of the dream so I'm not sure how it would have ended as I was woken up by the alarm.
I am disturbed by this as I would never go to his home especially while his family are there.
But more than that as much as I love him to bits it is not an emotional love. I love him sexually and as a very close friend and confidant. But I wouldnt want to be in a close full time relationship with him.
I dont know the situation between him and his wife I have never asked, thats his business but I figure that he would do the same things he does now outside his marriage no matter who he is with. I dont want that from someone I am committed to.
I know you shouldnt take dreams at face value but it has still disturbed me.
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
The race is on
We have not got any arrangements made to meet any other couples at the moment. however we are both very keen to arrange our next evening of pleasure. We have a number of options open to us right now, it is just a case of what can be arranged and with who.
Option 1.......a second evening with KP & TP we are both keen and so it seems are they. But we have not fixed a place or time.
Option 2 .......N & CP we have both chatted to both of them they have been swinging for sometime but are fairly new to the area. they can accommodate but have relative visiting at the moment.
Option 3 D & P who dont live in the area but often visit relatives in my town.
Option 4 E &F we are both keen to meet and have exchanged a few messages but not progressing far, very local for me....highly recommended by K & TP
Option 5 FF & PP who I met last on my own. FF has invited me out to lunch soon. there has been no mention of trying to get the four of us together again.
watch this space to see how things progress.
Oh and have yet to mention to SL about what I was discussing with PL more on that later after I have chatted to him again.
Option 1.......a second evening with KP & TP we are both keen and so it seems are they. But we have not fixed a place or time.
Option 2 .......N & CP we have both chatted to both of them they have been swinging for sometime but are fairly new to the area. they can accommodate but have relative visiting at the moment.
Option 3 D & P who dont live in the area but often visit relatives in my town.
Option 4 E &F we are both keen to meet and have exchanged a few messages but not progressing far, very local for me....highly recommended by K & TP
Option 5 FF & PP who I met last on my own. FF has invited me out to lunch soon. there has been no mention of trying to get the four of us together again.
watch this space to see how things progress.
Oh and have yet to mention to SL about what I was discussing with PL more on that later after I have chatted to him again.
Friday, February 02, 2007
Mmmm
I don't have any more tales of my adventures as a couple with SL at the moment so I thought I would share with you a conversation between myself and my other lover PL who I have not been able to see since before christmas and he is obviously missing me as much as I am him.
It started with email messages between me and PL:
MMMMMMM Sat here stroking my shaft, wondering how it would feel slipping in and out of your wet hole right now xx
mmmmm now I think we both know very well how that would have felt hun. Just as we know how it will feel when we finally get the chance to indulge once again!! It has certainly been far too long since I had that lovely hard cock of yours to play with. mmmmm I can just imagine the feel of it between my lips and the thought of you filling my ass once again..........I cant even begin to think of that without getting very horny and wet. to say that I miss you and your cock is an understatement. But I am sure that when we do get together we will make up for lost time. Xxxx
Oh we'll make up for lost time all right lady Its just a shame it won't be this week I'm on the crap run next week as well, where i have to leave for work at 1 pm. I know timings have been against us recently, but some things are worth waiting for xx
mmmmm how right you are and I know from experience that you are well worth waiting for mmmmm still cant wait though. Pity about next week but I think it would still have been difficult for me too. But hopefully the week after will be better. Was thinking about you today while I was being fucked by b/f. He just wasnt doing it for me and I wished that I was in a threesome with you and SL. but I couldnt decide if I wanted to suck you while he fucked me or the otherway around. conclusion has to be that both happen and I would love it if my first experience of dp was with the two of you who I regard as my closest lovers.
MMMMMMM You have been thinking this through haven't you So do you think you're ready for a serious dose of DP? Do you think you could handle 2 big cocks in your holes at the same time! One deep in your ass and the other ramming into your soaking wet slit! If that's what you want lady, then that's what you should have xx
Then the text messages
Ping! Picture message arrives from PL but I am having problems with multimedia messages on my phone.
It seems I still cant receive picture messages but I bet I can guess what it is.
Damn! Was a 40 second video of me stroking my cock ! x
You know what would have been even better
What?
A film of me playing with your cock
Mmm. Have you ever done it on film? Very horny . I just happen to have a very good camcorder ;-) x
No not yet!
Well theres another one to think over then ;-) x
Have you ever done it before then ?
Did one last year, was horny as fuck ;-) x
So you can be my expert then
Lol. In what exactly ?
With a camcorder
I do know my way around one. Would you like to enlist my services 4 a particular job! :-) x
I would have thought that you would have to be there if we are filming me playing with your cock
Lol. I was just wondering what you had in mind babe. Imagine watching yourself on the tv with a big fat cock sliding in and out of one of your holes!
That depends on who the cock belongs to.
Exactly ;-) x
Or even who they belong to!
Mmm really! Are we talking a couple here or just men?
Lol. Was just teasing you but if you are game then it is something we shall have to give some thought to.
Indeed and if you come across a couple who want to film some action, you know who to call ;-) x
I take it you would want to take as much part in the action as being behind the camcorder
Pity you are limited in the time you can play
Lol, of course I would want to take part ;-) would have to be daytime though ;-(
Do you have a preference i.e. m or f or m+f ?
I don’t mind babe. I think we should have another woman there , but have as many men as you feel you could handle ;-)
Of course and if you know anyone that would be interested
Mmm will have to think about that one. Most of the women I have met from the site only want one on one!
I very nearly replied how boring but then realised that would sound like he is boring. But sex with PL can never be boring!
Mmmm with you of course they do! But where is the adventure? Have you had any 3 or 4somes before?
Had a couple. Had 3 of us with a very willing American girl in germany, and had a 3 sum with a couple back home. All good fun :-)
My b/f said that I wouldn’t like a 3 or 4 some. I could barely keep from laughing when he said that.
LOL. He doesn’t know you at all does he lol. I know you’d love the attention several men would give you. Just think, all that hard meat just looking 4 a hole 2 fill. How good would it feel to be stuffed from all ends by rock hard cocks. How many inches working in and out of you! X
No he doesn’t. I expect it wouldn’t be just my elbows that would be sore after.
Lol, who needs elbows with all that hard cock to keep you up! ;-) you would be in your element!
So now it looks like I shall be having more adventures only this time with PL and his camcorder. Not sure how SL would feel. I know he would be pleased for me but I think he will be worried that I wont have enough energy for our adventures together.
It started with email messages between me and PL:
MMMMMMM Sat here stroking my shaft, wondering how it would feel slipping in and out of your wet hole right now xx
mmmmm now I think we both know very well how that would have felt hun. Just as we know how it will feel when we finally get the chance to indulge once again!! It has certainly been far too long since I had that lovely hard cock of yours to play with. mmmmm I can just imagine the feel of it between my lips and the thought of you filling my ass once again..........I cant even begin to think of that without getting very horny and wet. to say that I miss you and your cock is an understatement. But I am sure that when we do get together we will make up for lost time. Xxxx
Oh we'll make up for lost time all right lady Its just a shame it won't be this week I'm on the crap run next week as well, where i have to leave for work at 1 pm. I know timings have been against us recently, but some things are worth waiting for xx
mmmmm how right you are and I know from experience that you are well worth waiting for mmmmm still cant wait though. Pity about next week but I think it would still have been difficult for me too. But hopefully the week after will be better. Was thinking about you today while I was being fucked by b/f. He just wasnt doing it for me and I wished that I was in a threesome with you and SL. but I couldnt decide if I wanted to suck you while he fucked me or the otherway around. conclusion has to be that both happen and I would love it if my first experience of dp was with the two of you who I regard as my closest lovers.
MMMMMMM You have been thinking this through haven't you So do you think you're ready for a serious dose of DP? Do you think you could handle 2 big cocks in your holes at the same time! One deep in your ass and the other ramming into your soaking wet slit! If that's what you want lady, then that's what you should have xx
Then the text messages
Ping! Picture message arrives from PL but I am having problems with multimedia messages on my phone.
It seems I still cant receive picture messages but I bet I can guess what it is.
Damn! Was a 40 second video of me stroking my cock ! x
You know what would have been even better
What?
A film of me playing with your cock
Mmm. Have you ever done it on film? Very horny . I just happen to have a very good camcorder ;-) x
No not yet!
Well theres another one to think over then ;-) x
Have you ever done it before then ?
Did one last year, was horny as fuck ;-) x
So you can be my expert then
Lol. In what exactly ?
With a camcorder
I do know my way around one. Would you like to enlist my services 4 a particular job! :-) x
I would have thought that you would have to be there if we are filming me playing with your cock
Lol. I was just wondering what you had in mind babe. Imagine watching yourself on the tv with a big fat cock sliding in and out of one of your holes!
That depends on who the cock belongs to.
Exactly ;-) x
Or even who they belong to!
Mmm really! Are we talking a couple here or just men?
Lol. Was just teasing you but if you are game then it is something we shall have to give some thought to.
Indeed and if you come across a couple who want to film some action, you know who to call ;-) x
I take it you would want to take as much part in the action as being behind the camcorder
Pity you are limited in the time you can play
Lol, of course I would want to take part ;-) would have to be daytime though ;-(
Do you have a preference i.e. m or f or m+f ?
I don’t mind babe. I think we should have another woman there , but have as many men as you feel you could handle ;-)
Of course and if you know anyone that would be interested
Mmm will have to think about that one. Most of the women I have met from the site only want one on one!
I very nearly replied how boring but then realised that would sound like he is boring. But sex with PL can never be boring!
Mmmm with you of course they do! But where is the adventure? Have you had any 3 or 4somes before?
Had a couple. Had 3 of us with a very willing American girl in germany, and had a 3 sum with a couple back home. All good fun :-)
My b/f said that I wouldn’t like a 3 or 4 some. I could barely keep from laughing when he said that.
LOL. He doesn’t know you at all does he lol. I know you’d love the attention several men would give you. Just think, all that hard meat just looking 4 a hole 2 fill. How good would it feel to be stuffed from all ends by rock hard cocks. How many inches working in and out of you! X
No he doesn’t. I expect it wouldn’t be just my elbows that would be sore after.
Lol, who needs elbows with all that hard cock to keep you up! ;-) you would be in your element!
So now it looks like I shall be having more adventures only this time with PL and his camcorder. Not sure how SL would feel. I know he would be pleased for me but I think he will be worried that I wont have enough energy for our adventures together.
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Keeping a straight face
On saturday evening N came over to stay at my place for the first time since last July. I wasn't feeling too great and warned him that I might not be good company. But he didn't care just wanted to be here with me. We had been planning to go clubbing for the first time, we could never go to the local chicago Rock cafe before because SF was always there. Now, I don't care if he is. But we just pottered at home before deciding to go out for a late drink. It was already 11pm by the time we went out. We went to the new pub in town (converted church) this closed at 12 midnight but that was ok we had a bottle of Cava in the fridge and some cans of guiness. when we reached the car we sat chatting for a few minutes looking at the people still waiting to get inside chicago's. there were a few police talking to the clubbers.
N started a conversation that I hadn't expected. He was talking about how strange some people are and what they wear. He has a lot of porn sites on his pc including ones that show leather and pvc gear that you can buy. This always strikes me as odd that he looks at this but doesnt like the idea of it. Anyway he went on to say that some people are so strange that they even have group sex. 3 somes and some even have 4 or more. He would never ask me to do that as he knows it would not be something that I would like. Anyway not to worry because its not something he could do himself as he likes to give his attention to the woman he is with.
How I didn't laugh out loud I don't know. He would be mortified if he knew what I have been upto.
Now you probably think I am awful for going behind his back like this but I know that as much as I am enjoying his company for the moment our relationship will be short lived. Our track record as a couple has proved that. If I was in a long term serious relationship I would give up my other lovers.
The tinge of jealousy I felt when I saw SL with KP the other week told me that I couldn't do this with someone I love.
N started a conversation that I hadn't expected. He was talking about how strange some people are and what they wear. He has a lot of porn sites on his pc including ones that show leather and pvc gear that you can buy. This always strikes me as odd that he looks at this but doesnt like the idea of it. Anyway he went on to say that some people are so strange that they even have group sex. 3 somes and some even have 4 or more. He would never ask me to do that as he knows it would not be something that I would like. Anyway not to worry because its not something he could do himself as he likes to give his attention to the woman he is with.
How I didn't laugh out loud I don't know. He would be mortified if he knew what I have been upto.
Now you probably think I am awful for going behind his back like this but I know that as much as I am enjoying his company for the moment our relationship will be short lived. Our track record as a couple has proved that. If I was in a long term serious relationship I would give up my other lovers.
The tinge of jealousy I felt when I saw SL with KP the other week told me that I couldn't do this with someone I love.
Monday, January 29, 2007
who wants to play ?
I pay for the taxi and ring the door bell ……It seems to be ages before the door opens and I am greeted by a half dressed FF. He leads me into the sitting room where PP is waiting. He fills a large glass with white wine and passes it to me then tops up the glass in PP’s hand. They sit together on one blue leather sofa while I sit on the other making myself comfortable. We chatter about this and that by the time we have emptied the bottle of wine and begun on the southern comfort I am feeling nice and relaxed.
I get a text from SL………..Have fun hun, not so fun here X
You can always join us if you want!
FF asks if anyone wants to play we all put up our hands so he leads me up the stairs with PP following behind. The bed is not large, I find myself lying next to FF while PP kneels beside him on the other side. We have all lost most of our clothing PP still has on her black lace knickers and I have my black stockings and cream lace panties. As PP takes FF’s cock into her mouth he plays with my pussy and I can feel myself getting damper. PP reaches up to snogg FF and I take my turn to go down on him licking and sucking his erect cock. PP wants him in her mouth again so I give way for her to lick and suck her man but I don’t move away far just position myself so that FF can finger me whilst I help PP to lick him. I engineer it so that I am also kissing PP while we take turns to suck and lick this hard cock before us. I am not sure how PP feels about me kissing her but she doesn’t pull away. However FF thinks it is absolutely fantastic. Two women kissing over and around his cock. I tell PP that if I do or say anything she is not comfortable with she only has to say. My memory of exactly how and in what order everything happens is a little hazy. But there was plenty of oral between FF and PP also FF and me. After a while FF decided it was time to change things around a little. I find myself now lying next to PP while FF is between our legs. He wants to see some female on female action. We are both very shy and inexperienced but I decide to take the bull by the horns and kiss PP again, she responds slightly allowing our tongues to flick around each other, this encourages me to begin to massage her right nipple with my thumb and forefinger. Immediately her nipple becomes swollen and erect. However although her body is saying that she is aroused I sense that PP is not entirely comfortable. I pull back and ask her if she has had enough, she has.
It is now time for PP to go home, FF says that he can take us both home but he would drop PP home first then me. Alternatively as he would really like to spend some more time pleasuring me I could stay where I was whilst he took PP home then return to me, taking me home later. We all agree that the latter option would be best, this would allow them to spend some time together without me there.
Whilst I am alone I go back downstairs to the sitting room helping myself to another glass of southern comfort ( I have not drunk this since my early 20s). I am bored so decide to text PL (I do love to tease him while he’s working nights).
I am alone, drunk and dressed in just lace panties and black stockings, where are you ?
Lol, on the M40 babe, no good to you here! I thought you had a date tonight?
I do but he’s just taking his partner home before coming back to finish with me!
Bloody hell, the things I’m missing out on lol
With that I hear FF returning, he walks into the sitting room. ‘What a wonderful sight!!’ I am reclining on the sofa directly in front of him, glass in one hand and mobile phone in the other, my foot resting on the edge of the coffee table giving him a clear view of what I have to offer. FF makes us both a cup of tea which we drink cuddled together on his sofa. Once we have drained our cups we return to the bedroom. Where I now lose my panties and FF on my suggestion lays a thick towel upon the bed. FF uses his skills with both fingers and tongue to get me very aroused and very wet. FF is delighted at how wet I am. He requests that I sit on his face so that he can take full advantage of my wetness. Whilst I am gushing all over his face I lean forward and suck him off to completion. I manage not to swallow and then swivel myself around so that I can slowly bit by bit share his cum with him as we kiss. When I have given him a share and swallowed the rest myself I hungrily lap up my own juices from inside and around his mouth.
We chat for a while as we dress and he takes me home.
I get a text from SL………..Have fun hun, not so fun here X
You can always join us if you want!
FF asks if anyone wants to play we all put up our hands so he leads me up the stairs with PP following behind. The bed is not large, I find myself lying next to FF while PP kneels beside him on the other side. We have all lost most of our clothing PP still has on her black lace knickers and I have my black stockings and cream lace panties. As PP takes FF’s cock into her mouth he plays with my pussy and I can feel myself getting damper. PP reaches up to snogg FF and I take my turn to go down on him licking and sucking his erect cock. PP wants him in her mouth again so I give way for her to lick and suck her man but I don’t move away far just position myself so that FF can finger me whilst I help PP to lick him. I engineer it so that I am also kissing PP while we take turns to suck and lick this hard cock before us. I am not sure how PP feels about me kissing her but she doesn’t pull away. However FF thinks it is absolutely fantastic. Two women kissing over and around his cock. I tell PP that if I do or say anything she is not comfortable with she only has to say. My memory of exactly how and in what order everything happens is a little hazy. But there was plenty of oral between FF and PP also FF and me. After a while FF decided it was time to change things around a little. I find myself now lying next to PP while FF is between our legs. He wants to see some female on female action. We are both very shy and inexperienced but I decide to take the bull by the horns and kiss PP again, she responds slightly allowing our tongues to flick around each other, this encourages me to begin to massage her right nipple with my thumb and forefinger. Immediately her nipple becomes swollen and erect. However although her body is saying that she is aroused I sense that PP is not entirely comfortable. I pull back and ask her if she has had enough, she has.
It is now time for PP to go home, FF says that he can take us both home but he would drop PP home first then me. Alternatively as he would really like to spend some more time pleasuring me I could stay where I was whilst he took PP home then return to me, taking me home later. We all agree that the latter option would be best, this would allow them to spend some time together without me there.
Whilst I am alone I go back downstairs to the sitting room helping myself to another glass of southern comfort ( I have not drunk this since my early 20s). I am bored so decide to text PL (I do love to tease him while he’s working nights).
I am alone, drunk and dressed in just lace panties and black stockings, where are you ?
Lol, on the M40 babe, no good to you here! I thought you had a date tonight?
I do but he’s just taking his partner home before coming back to finish with me!
Bloody hell, the things I’m missing out on lol
With that I hear FF returning, he walks into the sitting room. ‘What a wonderful sight!!’ I am reclining on the sofa directly in front of him, glass in one hand and mobile phone in the other, my foot resting on the edge of the coffee table giving him a clear view of what I have to offer. FF makes us both a cup of tea which we drink cuddled together on his sofa. Once we have drained our cups we return to the bedroom. Where I now lose my panties and FF on my suggestion lays a thick towel upon the bed. FF uses his skills with both fingers and tongue to get me very aroused and very wet. FF is delighted at how wet I am. He requests that I sit on his face so that he can take full advantage of my wetness. Whilst I am gushing all over his face I lean forward and suck him off to completion. I manage not to swallow and then swivel myself around so that I can slowly bit by bit share his cum with him as we kiss. When I have given him a share and swallowed the rest myself I hungrily lap up my own juices from inside and around his mouth.
We chat for a while as we dress and he takes me home.
Saturday, January 27, 2007
bloody well done
It is 6.30am Im in my lonely bed thinking about last night I decide to text FF.
How would you describe last night to SL?
A dream fullfilled x
how would you describe it?
Wet !!
Very good x
when I got up I left a message on msn for SL.
I think you would have been proud of me. I think they both liked me and although all that happened between me and PP was that we kissed a couple of times and I played with her nipple for a short time. It was me who initiated everything.
late next morning I get another text from FF
hi SV I had a much less exciting night last night. Was SL ok with it all ? Xx
Lol I have not heard from him but I think he is busy with work problems
with that SL signs online.
just read your note on here............ bloody well done hun
we can support each other even when we are not in the same room
please reassure FF I dont have a problem why would I?
How would you describe last night to SL?
A dream fullfilled x
how would you describe it?
Wet !!
Very good x
when I got up I left a message on msn for SL.
I think you would have been proud of me. I think they both liked me and although all that happened between me and PP was that we kissed a couple of times and I played with her nipple for a short time. It was me who initiated everything.
late next morning I get another text from FF
hi SV I had a much less exciting night last night. Was SL ok with it all ? Xx
Lol I have not heard from him but I think he is busy with work problems
with that SL signs online.
just read your note on here............ bloody well done hun
we can support each other even when we are not in the same room
please reassure FF I dont have a problem why would I?
Friday, January 26, 2007
4some with a difference
Is it still on tonight?
It was when I spoke to FF last night, not heard any different
OK. I may not be up 4 fun tho. work stuff, feels wierd. cant understand it.
OK maybe just a drink then hun
Lol just a drink would be hard
fun or not I want to give you a long slow kiss
with my cold? lol
maybe not
half an hour later
wife just came in she wants us to visit family friend in crisis together
ok
Just had txt from SL doesnt look like he can make it, family situation :-(
keep us posted we are raring to go
Would it bother you if I still go, if I can get there, in need of distraction
you go hun have a good time
get a taxi I will pay
have a good time. X not so fun here
four became three. for each of us it was our first ever FMF
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