sexy Mr Passionate

Now that I am practicing my new found skill of putting in links I thought I would practice on a post about my own Mr Passionate. I have been writing about him on and off since november. some of it has been real like this, andthis this but some of it is fantasy like this and this but some like this is a mix of fantasy and real. then there is a picture

ok ok

Ok ok so I have promised myself that I will stay true and only see Forest, but maybe I will also see Oxo when Forest is being elusive.

But then there is Mr Passionate who I hadn't seen for over 5 months does that count that we had a couple of hot and horny hours of passion last week. It was after all an opportunity we couldn't pass up.

I have been chatting at great length to my knight for the past few days after no contact between us for 3 months. we talk of meeting again, he talks of our illicit affair and that I must be careful not to mark him with my nails. we no longer talk of our fantasy but in real life terms.

ok so now that is Forest, Oxo, Mr Passionate and my knight thats four lovers for me. I was feeling off kilter yesterday after my knight told me he loves me. I believe he meant it at that moment but not in the greater scheme of things. I needed a distraction so took myself off for walk by the sea something I dont do often enough considering that I live a mere 3 miles from the sea. I saw many men wielding fishing rods, I had no idea our local beach was so popular for beach fishing. there were many couples strolling hand in hand which makes me sad that I have no one to go for an evening stroll with.

I text a new man (Sam) who lives not far from where I was, he invited me round for a cuppa. Sam is well aware of my feelings and refers to forest as 'your man'. He asks if he can be on my reserve list. He says he knows the score, he will look but not touch. I follow his directions and within minutes am sitting on his sofa drinking tea. Sam is lovely, great to chat to. He tells me I am exactly as he expected, open, honest, chatty, giggly, sexy. after much teasing and giggling he kisses me. soon he is fondling my breasts( I had been there 1.5hrs before the first kiss). I now know that when I am told I am a squirter I really do squirt or at least when in the hands of a handsome fireman I do.

These three men

He is very quiet but seems self assured if a little shy. he takes me in his arms and kisses me. he holds me against his chest. He strokes me gently with his soothing hands and lovely tongue. He brings many smiles to my face even if he can't see them as he is otherwise occupied. I feel safe in his arms. His body covers mine, I feel secure and cared or. I am above him I feel exposed but wanting his gaze upon my face, my chest, he caresses my heart, soul and body with his fingers and eyes.


He is full of energy even at this hour, he is vocal about his passion for me. His kisses urgent, there is much making up to do as we make out. he says fuck!! I say thats the idea! He takes me every which way, we both soak up the others presence. He makes me feel wanted and sexy. He wrings every ounce of passion from my body as he thrusts into me and my body strives to respond with as much vigour as he has.


He is my friend, he greets me with a friendly kiss. He takes control although neither of us can be completely serious, even with the pain he inflicts we laugh and giggle. He is constantly aware of my feelings and immediately senses when I am ready to stop even as the thoughts reach my own brain. We are comfortable together, so much so he falls asleep for a few seconds. His biggest concerns this afternoon are
for my well being. He is my friend indeed.

my lover

As he steps through the door the first thing I notice is that his designer stubble has become more like bristles but I take that to be down to the fact he has just finished working a night shift and I am more used to seeing him in the late morning when he has just got up for the day. He takes me in his arms and the 5months feel more like 5 days. It doesn't take him long to have me on my back while he devours my very wet pussy. Once he has had me writhing in unadulterated pleasure he strips off his own clothes and makes hot passionate love to me. I am not going to describe what we have simply as sex as it is so much more than that. We connect on more levels than purely physical. he fucks me long and hard the way he knows I like, my legs bent back with my feet around his waist before he moves bringing my legs up with him so that my feet are pointing into the space above him as my ankles rest on his shoulders he thrusts into me in the deep missionary he so loves. Mmmm I had forgotten the intensity of this position. He rolls me onto my side entering me from behind. we chat as we rest before he has me lying on my front so he can access my ass. He comments on the marks asking if I had been having fun and got carried away. I tell him I will explain later, right now I am getting breathless as he trusts deep inside my tight arse. He is very vocal about his pleasure as he fucks me. Unlike my cunt he can thrust his whole shaft into my ass.

Again we rest and chat catching up on our news of the missing months. He tells me he has been offered a job in another part of the country, the money is good but he won't be taking it. what a relief, how could I lose him so soon after finally getting him here now. We both know it is highly unlikely we will see each other again until september as it is ( which I remind him is now only next month.) Oh god how I enjoy teasing him with my tongue and fingers as I take his already hard again cock into my hungry mouth. I have forgotten my lack of sleep as I tease and lick his cock from head to base taking my time licking, sucking and fondling his balls. He does so love his balls played with. as much as we are both enjoying this we don't want to waste this rock hard cock he gets me onto my side again as he enters from behind then reverting to the deep missionary again, he senses that I am tiring I am rolled onto my front again as he slides upto the hilt into my by now slippery ass. By this time daylight creeps through the gap in the curtains. He checks the time he must go before he gets caught out. But he just cant resist banging into my cunt one more time before hr drags himself away back home to his wife.

I was asked today if given the chance would I have a proper relationship with him, the answer has to be yes but as he is married it is not something I let myself think about.

nervously

nervously she waits
doors firmly locked
headphones on listening to her mp3
eyes shut she loses herself in the songs she loves
noise and movement outside
but still she keeps her eyes closed
tapping on the window beside her
brings her back to now
quickly she unlocks and flings open the door
he pulls her into his arms
his mouth searching and finding hers
lifting her in his strong arms
he places her on the polished metal surface
she slips
he pins her in place with his body
as his hands search her
pulling and pinching
making her tremble with arousal
crunch of tyres on gravel
they are not alone
he grabs her hand and pulls her with him
he pushes her up to the passenger seat
they climb over the seat into the space behind
firm but soft with blankets already in place
he lays beside her
their hands all over each other
fingers and mouths feeling and tasting
excitement growing in more ways than one
his fingers find her secret place
hot and wet to his touch
she pulls awkwardly at his trousers
knowing what she will find
oh how she has missed them both
this man whose body and mind she craves
and his ooohhh so lovely hard penis
he wispers in her ear
i'm glad you found it
it was easy
she has a good map book!
besides shes been in his pants before lol
why had they never done this before
it is obviously the solution
to the problem of accommodation
she snuggles up close
as her hand works on him so well
desperate now she guides him
inside her tight lips
mutual gratification so near now
he pulls out turns her over
gently he open up her cheeks
warm and wet liquid soothes
readying her for that
ultimate pleasure as he enters
her in the tightest place of all
that searing pain she remembers so well
now exceeded by the exsquisite thrill
she now feels as he fills her
this man who showed her the way
so long ago now
her fists pounding the mattress
as she screams through her orgasm
for once not afraid of being heard
together they collapse as the tensions fade
a cuddle a kiss and they must go
he back to the depot then home to bed
her back to shower and for work to prepare

sexy man

Hi, you ok babe?

Yes just bored

You know where to come to get that boredom relieved babe ;-)

Don’t tell me you’re alone now? What a waste! I could have those legs on my shoulders right now, easing in and out of a very wet hole x

No I am not alone but I could do with a sexy man between my legs babe xx

Mmmmm can still taste that pussy on my tongue. And remember how good it felt when I came deep inside that tight ass? ;-) x

Lol, and the memory of that delightful tongue giving so much pleasure. How could I forget the delicious feel of your hard cock inside my ass, which at the moment is not the only tight hole.

Since I’ve known you, you’ve always been tight, didn’t bother me in the slightest babe. We always enjoy our times together, can’t see why that would change ;-)

Can’t wait to catch up, you are such a very sexy lover babe x

The feeling is mutual ;-) just a shame we have to wait before we can do lots of catching up x

Exactly! I’ll just have to ensure that I spoil you rotten the next time we get together babe ;-) make sure no hole is left unsatisfied x

Babe every time we get together no hole is left unsatisfied XX

Oh bless you ;-) Im glad you feel that way. We’ve always given one another lots of mutual pleasure. Look forward to plenty more x

I think we both knew from the first time we met that it would be so. I still remember the text you sent that afternoon and my reply. Xx

Lol was it a rude one ;-) god im such a bad person lol. Fair one though, I felt like jumping you there and then x

You said you wanted to ram your tongue down my throat and I said you took your time kissing me in the first place x

Lol but you do kiss oh so nicely ;-) both sets of lips are very kissable x

Both sets of lips enjoy being kissed by such a very sexy and passionate man x

Why thank you kind lady ;-) I look forward to repaying your kind words, by making you cum long and hard , all over my cock, tongue and fingers x

Mmmm you make me cum so well, you are so very good with your fingers, tongue and cock ;-)

You know I love to please babe. You’re a very responsive woman who loves sex. And I like what we do together ;-) .

You know I can never resist x

Lol I don’t want you to resist;-) we both like the finer aspects of good sex, touching, kissing etc. we respond to one another, which is good. You’d hate it if I was a 2 minute wonder x

If you were you wouldn’t have been invited back lol

I’d like to think not lol, anyway you needed your garage sorting ;-) I thought about jumping on you there x

It was very hot and I couldn’t wait to see you again to see what we could do x

And now you know lol. I recall your jeans being dripping with your cum. Closely followed by you having a very full pussy dripping with my cum;-)

Yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yessssssssssss

Ah you remember lol. It was hard, fast and oh so good ;-) we may have made a mess, but it felt bloody good to cum inside you x

I doubt I will ever forget xx

Look forward to a rematch very soon, just in case you’ve forgotten how it feels ;-) x



see garage love on battle to find myself Nov 2006

debauchery

My dearest Lady
Pray forgive my delay with my family this last week end I would that I could have indulged you sooner. I read your beautiful and eloquent words of encouragement and the intensity of them fill me with such utter arousal that I have found my mind so filled with the most beautiful and base sexual creativity I fear it difficult to know where to begin if I should at all? Your words have provoked the most profound debauchery that I dare not state their form lest I starve myself of your further indulgent encouragement. My mind these few days have been filled with you and you’re willing servitude and therefore my quest to seek my pleasure in you grows deeper and darker and more beautiful in it's nature. On many occasion this two days my preoccupied mind has been challenged being very much else where in a haze of joyful fantasy with your beautiful womanly body. Like you my dear sweet Lady *****, I too wish that we both might take our desire to a new and fulfilling level so very soon, and I read and read again your pleas for me to not hesitate in aquatinting you with my words and desires and that no matter how base and vulgar you shall not be offended but more desirous to serve and become my slave. I have therefore decided to proceed, with trepidation I hasten to inform, with lesser evils to perform that I might gauge your acceptance of them and thereby you tacit approval if not open verbal encouragement. My Lady I give you my darker side.............. I shall collect you from your home or an arranged meeting place in a carriage fitting a Queen, and you will greet me in a long gown, a knee length or full length raincoat or similar. Upon your feet you will wear a shoe of elegant sexual appeal thus showing your sensual and beautiful ankles to best. Your legs will be shrouded in tight dense black denier stockings and supported by a belt from around your ample womanly hips. You will wear nothing else beneath this coat. I shall open the door for you to alight my carriage and in so doing you will discretely flash your thighs and elegant knees in your attempt to alight with discretion. I shall drive and as I do you will open your coat and reveal everything of you that so fills me with desire for you. Unreservedly you will show me your body adorned in a manner that only a perfect slut might know. From your naked pendulous breasts to your perfectly attired legs and feet you will show yourself to me and delight in my obvious joy at the sight of you. You will turn yourself toward me leaving one leg on the floor of the carriage and the other you will rest upon the side of my seat and leaning back will reveal your maidenhead so freely that I shall know you to be as you are, my slut slave and subservient maiden of my desire. Unashamedly you will stroke and caress your venus mound and tease it for my benefit and in so doing begin to be aroused yourself at my delight in the glorious sight of your most indulgent and private of pleasures. You will tease yourself to best effect for your own pleasure and in so doing dip your elegant fingers and their painted tart like nails into your perfect succulent sex while looking into my eyes with the glee of a woman lost in the joy of her self indulgent vulgarity. I shall see your eyes and face and lips and neck and will be desperate to kiss them all, as I will your bountiful breasts and tummy and the glorious gash of a cunt you have your elegant fingers in, but driving I shall be unable to succumb to this frustrating desire. Your fingers will become wet with the juices of your arousal and you will slide them from you and into my mouth so that I may drink of your womanly nectar sucking each of your fingers sensually into my mouth. You will continue to arouse yourself, touching fondling massaging your breasts and pinching your nipples and begin to touch the tight darkness between the ample cheeks of you backside. Your vulgarity will know no bounds as you will be confident that anything you do will be completely acceptable and desirous, a celebration of the sexual freedom your master enjoys to see and instills in you. You will begin to masturbate your clitoris beside me with complete unashamed ease and familiarity. You may know my dearest Lady, that I shall be in the deepest adulation of you holding you so dear to me that you should wish to delight your master thus and with such confident servitude. As you climax yourself you will be free of any self conscious thought, your heart and body free to accept the culmination of your self inflicted pleasure knowing that to see you and hear you in such perfect bliss will be an intense pleasure for me also in that our minds and bodies are one my Lady and your pleasure is mine also. We are still traveling and bound nowhere but seek one another's pleasure and with that I ask you to take my manhood in your mouth and pleasure me, sucking and fondling and masturbating e until that glorious moment when you make me spill the seed of my glorious passion for you by which time I shall have safely pulled our carriage of lust over to enjoyed the intensity of being engulfed by your mouth gushing my lust into it. You will not swallow my Lady, but keep my sticky warm wetness in your mouth and as we reach for one another's faces we kiss with intense passion exchanging the juice of our lust for one another. My lady, it does not end there, but gets deeper indulgent and I would wish of you things that you might worry about voicing, but before I continue, even though you are my slave in all that is carnal, I need my Lady to grant that I share with her ever more of my vulgar and base desire for her which may take the form of mild restraint and chastisement and the possible exchange of fluids and possibly elements of sado masochistic content, but above all, between these bouts of debauchery to fulfill the desire to take my pleasure from you by way of penetrating my manhood deep within your being at every open and receptive opportunity. My Lady it is your lead I await and if you have any guidance it would not go amiss. Be not afraid to open your heart and tell me anything or simply leave it to your master? From you Knight Sir *****, keeping you my Lady ***** in the highest esteem however low she may care to fall. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Lady and the Knight part four

My Dear Lady you beautiful desirable Slut Gratifying indeed and harbour I do the desire to establish a connection with you. I feel the alchemy quite strong having experienced the gift of the light reading you sent me. Light I fear too nonchalant a remark to make of a work of such rewarding intimacy. But that is not our purpose here. Our purpose is to look to the hour of twelve and thirty minutes on the first day of our final month in 2006 where we might sit before each other and imbibe of the vitals of the establishment, which I understand you have never frequented. I trust however that you know of its whereabouts? I look forward with utmost pleasure at the prospect of devouring you visually and pray it be a feast of such intensity for both of us requiring an urgent encore where upon we might indulge our passion for the promised lashings of jam and cream with an intimacy so intense as to render us both utterly spent but still desirous of one another. But wait up, I precede myself and events, but let me just say that where attire is concerned, something becoming of an elegant woman in a public space would be fitting, but that her femininity and sensuality are not denied her companion but kept to a level of decorum fitting the environment. A tasteful display of cleavage would be well received and would the joy and titillation of a good pair of elegant knees. If at any stage proceedings took on a more intense direction a provocative personal but very private display might be very well received. I dare say you will look elegantly beautiful what ever you choose to enthrall me in. I on the other hand will be waring jock strap and gaiters!!!!!!! You wish I wish you youngest child the happiest day of his life in celebrating the anniversary of his birth. It excites me to know you are a mother and devotedly so. Yours with increasing evidence of lust and passion for you Sir :-x

sir I write to you now to acknowledge that I shall endeavour to grant your wishes for the day in question. It is always my desire to be attired in such a way as to be as elegant as possible given my limited resources and abundance in curves, whilst at the same time giving my companion of the hour a suggestion of what may be enjoyed between us on the condition that on meeting we are both fully satisfied that further investigation of each other is not only wished for but most deeply required. While at the same time not being out of place in the surroundings in which we find ourselves for the partaking of refreshment from the hostelry already agreed. Lady Slut

muddle

I’m waiting to get into the bathroom for my shower. It’s the school holidays so my routine is going to be in a muddle for the next 2 weeks. It’s a lovely sunny day just as it was yesterday although I missed out on the sun yesterday, not getting up until lunchtime, then wasting my time alone while the boys went off to the beach I spent an hour on pc then put myself back to bed for a few hours nursing my headache.

Today I have woken headache free, such a relief! It is always a wonder to me when I wake up feeling good after so many days waking with a headache. If only they were all caused by too much to drink at least then I would know how to get rid of them….stop drinking. But it’s very rare for me to have a hangover. I have been feeling a bit down lately. A combination of things really. I am still a bit down over the GB thing (from now on I shall refer to him as Jasper). I have felt much stronger since I made the decision to finish with him, I don’t feel that empty longing that I felt before, just an emptiness in general. There are still times when I want to text him and say ………

Jasper I still want you, I didn’t mean it that I wouldn’t see you anymore.

But I have resisted the temptation. N who will now be known as Billy still won’t leave me alone although the contact from him is getting less. He has this thing about me returning his ice bucket. As it was a gift it is technically mine. But I can’t be bothered to argue and it is taking up room. Part of me wants to take it there asap to bring an end to the demands. But then I refuse to jump just because he says so. I did enough of that last year. He knew (because I told him) that he was my puppet master and I was his puppet on a string dancing to his tune. I don’t want to see him anymore but I still find it hard to break that tie. I don’t do cord cutting very well. He has been a big part of my life for 15 months even during the weeks/months when he was with The Bitch or later with the Other One. I always knew he would come back to me and he always did. But now I wish he hadn’t. They say that you should be careful what you wish for….you might get it. I wished for him and now can’t get rid of him. He keeps saying he is ready to settle down and he wants me to be with him. I tell him that I am not ready to settle down yet.

But is that true? I don’t think it is. I am at a stage now where I don’t want to keep meeting new men, certainly no more married men. I want a man I can call mine. Someone, who will treat me with respect, who will accept and deserve, the love that I have inside me, ready to give to the right man.

I have not been feeling very sexy in recent weeks, maybe that has something to do with a lack of sex recently. In months the only decent sex I have had was with Jasper (once), GP now known as Gordon (no idea why I chose that name) and with PL 2x (still working on name for him) maybe I shall stick with passionate as that is what the P stands for. I am meeting Gordon again later today so that is something to look forward to. Last time was in his office, today is going to be alfresco, next time he’s going to book a hotel room. I was woken this morning by a text from Gordon making sure I’m still ok to see him today, we have also chatted on msn for a while as I was checking my messages. I must have put on weight in the last month too as when I went to put on the skirt I had decided on for Saturday evening I couldn’t do it up with just two hands so had to abandon that idea. I know I had been feeling fat all week but hadn’t anticipated putting on that much that quick especially as I have not been eating much. I’m not sure when I last had a proper meal other than the one on Thursday night at the presidents dinner. Maybe that is why the recent headaches. I really should start eating properly again instead of snacking. I tend to cook meals for the boys but they are always just enough for them and I make do with a snack…..I know it’s not good for me but it’s cheaper. Oh and those of you who bought me a drink on Saturday thanx I really didn’t expect you too. I had enough for my own drinks but wouldn’t have been able to run to a round.

I am rambling now and have not even touched on my purpose for this post. I wanted to try to figure out what I want and why I am feeling so empty at the moment. I don’t seem to be the same bubbly person I have been for the last 8 or 9 months. I feel deflated, lost.
Maybe it is because I have had my fill of seeing lots of different men in my search for a few regular fuck buddies. I ended up with 3 fuck buddies who started off well but now we don’t find the time to get together for a whole variety of reasons. The three of them all being married doesn’t help the situation. I have reached a stage now where I want more than just great sex. I don’t know if I am ready for a relationship yet or if I just want a fuck buddy who I can socialise with not just meet for sex. I want someone who is single so that we can sometimes spend the night together not just go our separate ways after a couple of hours. As I have already finished with Jasper he no longer figures in the problem. But I don’t know what to do about either Foxy(SL) or Mr Passionate. Foxy is my partner in fun so unless I give that up I shall still see him then but we have not managed to get time alone together at all this year. I really miss that. Mr Passionate I have seen twice this year and it is always but always great. A few weeks ago he said he had given up meeting women, but he said he would still see me. But as he comes here it isn’t easy while the kids are off school and he is now looking for another job so that could be another problem. I really don’t want to say goodbye to either of them but as I have not seen them much recently maybe I should.
I know I have several single admirers out there. Some I have met and others I have not yet. I know that I have made some really great friends amongst you. I just don’t know where to go from here. I’m rambling again so I am going to stop now especially as I have to get ready for my drive to meet Gordon in 2 hours time. Make the most of this sunshine