my sexual journey so far

my journey so far

when I began this journey a little over a year ago my intention was merely to find one or two partners who would help me to fuck my ex boyfriend out of my head.
My intention was to meet men my age or slightly older but not much and have straight sex.They had to be completely single.

The second man I met was 8 yrs younger than me (amazing!!) but even though that was a shock to me. having sex with a man nearly a decade younger omg but I also found out that he was married. He was decent enough to tell me before we met, but by then I had already agreed to meet him and although he would understand if I changed my mind I decided to meet him and just see how we got on. It was so amazing we met up again a few weeks later and although we didnt meet again we remained friends chatting online.

over the next few months I met a fair number of men about 50/50 married /single mostly a couple of years either side of my age.

I met Foxy who is married we got on very well and spent many hours on msn or text. the first time we met was something I dont make a habit of and I am not proud of. he invited me to his office for coffee, nothing unusual in that except that his office is in his marital home. I refused the tour of the house, bad enough being in another woman's home. We had sex on his living room floor surounded by evidence of his family life. Not an experience I intend to repeat. A couple of months down the line we decided to become partners swinging together.

With foxy I experienced a MFM, a FMMF and a MFMFMF. through him but not with him I also had a FMF. I now consider myself to have dipped my toe in the world of group sex though I am by no means experienced in this world.
As far as MFM goes I have now experienced a hog roast but not yet experienced a double penetration.As far FMF goes I have been kissed by a woman and had my nipples sucked and my pussy licked briefly. I have kissed a woman and played with her nipples. I have not fingered or licked another woman's pussy.

Another of my married men introduced me to the delights of anal sex. I found this very difficult and painful at first but he taught me how to be relaxed and make it a very exsquisite experience for me.

I have had a Dom make me his horny slut giving me instructions by text and msn. making me call him so he can listen when I orgasm. he intends to introduce me to his sex slave soon so that the two of them can play with me as I am spanked and fucked by both of them.

I have been spanked by hand and paddle then caned at my own request.

I am not ticking off boxes but I still wish to experience being blindfolded and tied up though not necessarily at the same time. I have now moved on from reading stories of spanking to reading about Dom/sub relationships. this interests me but i am not sure that its something i would want. I have talked about it with a few of my male friends. I have never been to a sex party or a swinging club, both things that intrigue me but whether I will ever do them who knows.

I confess

Sir I must confess for I have done wrong here is my confession


We are meeting at a coffee shop in my town
He text to tell me he is stuck in traffic
I arrive at the coffee shop and decide to wait outside for him.
He arrives almost as soon as I do.
Mmm he is much taller than me
He looks good in his brown leather jacket and jeans

I find a table at the back of the shop where we can chat
I slip off my red jacket revealing my blue striped blouse
Today I am wearing jeans so my legs are not on display
I have a different tactic this time

He sits opposite me across the table chatting
We get on so well it’s like we have know each other for years.
As we chat I rest my elbows upon the table
I know this is exaggerating my cleavage
He goes to the gents, when he returns he sits beside me
After a few moments he tells me that one of my buttons had come undone
I thank him and do the button up (months later I tell him I had purposely undone the button he admits he knew that).

After our drink and chat he gives me a lift back to where I had left my car at my mother’s. He kisses me very nicely on the lips, nothing more.
About 20 minutes later I get his text
‘wow what a sexy lady, and such a lovely kisser, I was sorely tempted to ram my tongue down your throat.’ I tell him that he should have done and that it took him long enough to kiss me as it was.
Over the next few days our text messages get hotter until he announces that he must have me even if it means taking me to his home.
This I won’t do again so I insist he comes to my home, he can help me with some heavy lifting that I can’t do alone.
A few days later he is here and I seduce him first in the garage then in my kitchen but finally I take him in my living room. As he sits upon my sofa I sit on his lap straddling him. My kisses becoming more ardent, my wriggling in his lap becoming wilder until I am so wet that I have soaked my jeans and made his wet too. It is no good I have to strip off my jeans and release his manhood from his now damp jeans. What else is a girl to do when she is confronted by such a lovely specimen, he is here he is wanting me so he gets me impaled on his rock hard cock wriggling like there is no tomorrow. Once he has shot his load he slips to his knees so that he can taste me, still with his sperm dribbling from my lips.
A week later he is back for more only from this time on we use my bed and have very very passionate sex in every position I can imagine. He has decided that he has to be a good boy and not see anyone else, but he will always find time to see me again …..how could he resist?


Sir now I find I have two lovers who are both married. I know this is wrong but I cannot give them up. I would rather be punished than give up my lovers. Please I beg you Sir don’t make me give them up. I will do anything you ask so long as I can keep my lovers.



am I to be punished yet or must I confess more first?