Showing posts with label desire. Show all posts
Showing posts with label desire. Show all posts

Monday, November 05, 2007

Desire

homework this week has been to write about something that we try to forget about but it just keeps growing. I had no idea what i was going to do until it came to me this morning. suddenly I knew exactly what I would do.

Desire


Since first I saw your name
It is with difficulty
That I keep it contained
This desire I have inside

Since first your name appeared
I have tried so hard
To push aside
These feelings deep inside

Since first we spoke
I have tried to crush
To bury deep those memories
The growing heat inside

It is just a year
Since last I heard
You whisper in my ear
Mmmmm raspberry

It is just a year
Since last I saw
Your lovely face
As you taste raspberry

For many months
I have put you aside
To see your name
Or hear your voice

Would have brought
Such joy
But nothing
was all I heard

But now
You are back
You promise me
Questions will be answered

I am not there now
In that place
Where you left me
The silence unbroken

I am moving forward
Or so I thought
Until that night
When I saw your name

I tell myself
I cannot go there
Not now
Not ever

But who am I kidding
Feelings that were dormant
Now awoken so suddenly
Building too great

This desire I had
This desire for you
This desire to be once again
Within your arms

This need to feel
Your flesh
Beneath my fingertips
Pressed against me

This desire to
Once again taste the coffee
Upon your lips as
Once again we kiss

Saturday, April 28, 2007

the Lady belongs to her knight

***** my Lady,
my sweet slut, my dutiful whore, I am saddened to hear of your christmas not being as I would have wished for you and that your technical equipment does not work well for our smooth continuance of our quest, but pray that it is up and running very soon that i may be delighted with further images of your perfect and delightful sexuality it is your desire to share with me. Please, please my adorable vulgar creature, do not worry over much that you feel unable to match my words in reply for I have words for the both of us, I only seek confirmation that you accept them with open heart and delight and crave for more. If you forward any words for me to consume of your inner sexual self and your beautiful mind all those thoughts you would fear I should not wish to hear or that you might imagine unacceptable consumption by upstanding society, know this, I will hear it and I will hear it with understanding and compassion and love and delight that you should open yourself unreservedly to my safe keeping. I adore you now and I will with what ever your deepest secrets you might hold within, for keeping them secret or revealing them, you are one and the same perfect elegant sensual beauty. Know this. To hear from you once again fills my manhood with such strength to read your words of continued servitude to my desire of your body and mind, but you must know that to satisfy this urge for you at my own hand is not sufficient and I will that one day you will place upon my firmness your elegant fingers with their sensual slutty painted nails so that I might see the delight on your beautiful obedient face the joy you hold at honouring my hard salutation of your perfect sexuality creates in me. I so desperately wish to see your delicate fingers work from me such pleasures that you could not imagine and to see your red rosy lips enshroud my glistening helmet that you might drink of the nectar you cause in me with your vulgar beautiful sluty perfection. ***** my desire my Queen, I have a demand of you I wish to enact and would like to know firstly if you will hear it and secondly if you will obey me? I await your resolve with great anticipation and hope that you will give me freedom to devulge my desire of you. Sir, your Knight your master ***** xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

mmmmm
I await with bated breath your beautiful and sensual words that do arouse me so. Divulge all you must for I do desire to hear what you will have me do for you. To have my mind carressed by your words of desire for my being both in mind but mostly in body is to set fire to my loin. Your words create an oasis of desire and yearning in this world of mine where I have been surrounded by the sands of desert with no word from my Lord whom my body does crave fullfillment. Please may it be that we can take our desires to a new and fullfilling level at a time not too far distant. Please please oh please my Lord I beg of you do not hesitate to aquaint your loyal and obedient (well almost) lady with your words of wishes and desires. Do not ever think that your words could ever offend my delicate heart, for knowing that my own desire to serve no matter how vulgar, do set alight such desires within me only Lord Sir *****, for whom my body does yearn with a longing not quenched by others. The absence of my Lord from my world has served only to prolong the agony of these base and vulgar desires. There is no lessening of my craving to be your slave in all that you could ever wish, to treat my body as if it trully belongs to my Lord and none other. To share with your lady **** all that you feel you need for complete and utter consumption of my own sexual being. to tease my body in everyway that you could possibly wish before taking my every breath as you vent your growing desire to make this flesh of mine belong as part of your very handsome and sexually inviting frame. Have me do to you what is required to satisfy your vulgar and sexually exciting desires. Use upon my body any props which you feel could heighten first your own then secondly my body and all its base desires.The sooner you may furnish your loyal and faithful slave with the details of your wish the sooner and more complete I shall become yours.Sir ***** I am yours from this moment until my usefulness to you may no longer be required. Your only Slut Lady *****


My dearest lady I am bound by commitment to my family these two days and am sorely frustrated that I have not the time to spend in informing you as to what it is I wish of you and with you. Reading your words has given me such reward to know you are complete in your submission to me desire for and of you. My lady I bid your leave as the chariot that brings my family to my door has arrived. You will be in my mind completely until I divulge me desire for you. My perfect angel, my delight, my obedient adorable sexual being Sir ***** xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

My knight returns

My Lady slut ****
Your Knight of tarnished armour wishes you an extremely happy and rewarding new year on every level imaginable. I trust your christmas was an event filled with merriment and joy and that your family were happier to have your presence as much as I was unhappy not to have it physically or as consolation in written word. On my return the first desire I had was to cast my eye over your rude beauty that you sent me in photographic form. It was as I expected perfectly arousing making my manhood stand proud and extremely erect at the very rude vulgarity of you and for that my Lady I thank you for the joy that I held gently in my hand teasing sensations from it that I would rather be by your own hand. Your maidenhead is such a raw rude scar of feminine beauty plumply shrouded up and over with such succulent ample flesh that I almost reached out to my screen to touch its soft loveliness. It's the perfect receptacle for my relentless desire for you seconded only my your lovely soft caressing passionate mouth that I so adore to kiss. This beauty this jewel this perfect flower so perfectly framed by such ample and heavenly stockinged thighs and the sensual folding flesh of your ample tummy......... Oh my god I am so filled with the want of touching your body your glorious thighs and to caress your ample tummy to feel you under my finger tips and know that you have given up your body to me for just such pleasures........ I wish to stroke my tongue over you exploring the softness of you and delving into the sensual creases of your flesh. I should like then to know you want the touch of my tongue on the very sexual centre of your being by stroking with you beautiful fingers and painted nails and parting the petals of your flower to exhibit the very core of your lust for my attentions to you total servitude to me. Show me your vulgar desire that I may know your deepest beauty my Lady my slut my slave of great pleasure. If you wish to serve me thus it would fill me with great pleasure, more than my present display for you can show if you would honour me with more revelations of your desire to thrill your Lord so that I may imagine more exactly what it will feel like to have you in my mouth, for I know already the pleasure will be as if I had fought on the battlefield for your honour and happily died and gone to heaven. My Lady **** I await your obedience in this my desire of you. Sir *****, most definitely standing before you, utterly tarnished of armour by your adorable servitude to me.
I kiss you deeply my Lady xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

My Lord Sir *****
It is with delight that I was greeted with the news of your return. Unfortunately it is with regret that I confess my christmas was not filled with joy or merriment having been taken ill at first light in the same manner as on our first meeting. However my health and spirits are now much improved. I can only hope that my Lord experience more merriment and good cheer than was felt by myself. Whilst my Lord was abscent from this place my computer did become unusable for a period of time. Having managed to fix the problem with it you can imagine my dismay when it failed to work again less than 24 hours after first being fixed. Luckily I had been chatting online to a computer expert who took time from his purchasing of christmas fare to visit my abode and remedy the failings of my computer. Hence now a week later I am still able to use this piece of equipment which I had begun to fear was beyond help. It is also with mixed feelings that I furnish you with the news that whilst you have been away I have secured employment of a temporay but nonetheless full time nature. I began the said employment on wednesday 20th December. At present I am unsure how much longer this will last possibly another few weeks. I am hoping that this will then lead to further employment of an agreeable nature for me. As it is I am working in the office of the employment agency with whom I am employed. Thus in a good position to prove to them my capabilities and reminding them that when any further opportunities arise I should be their first choice candidate for consideration. This does not help our cause to find suitable time to pursue firstly my chastisement then our mutual fullfillment, however this is something that can be overcome with some planning. Added together my illness, lack of computerised equipment and employment have conspired to make the possibility of a suitable response to your former missives, less than might otherwise have been. Further more in recent days I have re-read your communications to myself in the week leading upto your abscence with the intention of stringing together adequate words to convey my desires to your obvious enjoyment of the promise of our shared attraction. However no matter how many times I have intended to put word with word for your perusal, I feel that my mind is still in such confusion as to render it frozen with writers block. Not from lack of imagination but from the images conveyed from the pages written by yourself my good and only Lord Sir *****. How can I possibly match such erotic and arousing images as already described by my Lord. Welcome back my Lord Your own meek and trusting Lady Slut ***** awaits her instructions for furthering our cause.

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

distraction

*****,
my dearest slut It was my intension for the day to concentrate on matters of commerce, but how, with such joyous distraction, is a knight supposed to ignore his Lady when distracted with such industry? Whilst you deliver your digital gift to me with much amusement, I am very happy to inform my Lady that the distraction is, although a little annoying, received in similar vein and with immense gratitude. Thank my Lady. :-x I have to tell you my Queen of my desire, it has caused much consternation, as each time my eyes rest upon it's various elements it has the effect of arousing me so completely that I stand here, although sitting, proud at the sight of my manhood in complete readiness for deeds deep and sublimely penetrative and wondrously explosive. The composition is such that those elements that contrive to inform sit well on the eye in the form of loosely fitted embroidered virginal white femininity, whilst the slash of vibrant pink does much to excite the senses, alluding to a certain thin pinkness set deep into the shadows of heavy denier. The denier itself does much to excite in it's constrained tight sheerness encapsulating from toe to thigh angular knee stretching to disappear from tantalising view. The ivory softness atop the dense black of denier fills the heart with promise igniting your knights desire to share with you his masculinity, the result of your feminine promiscuous gift. Had your hand rested upon your knee with red painted nails, this would have imbued an erotic activity either shared or self indulged, each being compellingly arousing even though purely imagined. The digital image fills me with continued desire for you my Lady love.
Had I taken this shot myself it would not have been as strongly erotic an image. If you are ever able to take of yourself imagery of a similar or perhaps more intimate nature this would be powerfully pleasing to your knight knowing you to desire obedience to his will in the self capture of certain elements of your femininity. I remain ever desirous of your flesh my Lady ***** and thank you once again for the precious gift :-x

My Lord
It is with much pleasure that your lady learns of the desire within her Lord following the gift of image captured especially for the pleasure of her Lord. It is indeed just one in a series of about 10 images. once these are received on my computer system I shall select one or two that I shall allow your lordship to receive as an interim gift before your return in that they will give an insight into what will be awaiting your return. lady *****

My Lady I await bated, breathless and to be teased your knighted Sir :-x

My Lady *****
You do tease so mercilessly, for I know that within the virginal white of your blouse a mere button or four from view there rests, heaving if animated beyond this stilled image, your beautiful bountiful breast that would so wish to lay my head upon if I were in your presence. If you were to honour me with a glimpse of your cleavage I should be undone by desire to slide my manhood from below that which encapsulates the magnificence of your motherhood and press into the depth created by such magnificent pendulous orbs that I may feel the smooth softness of you envelope my firm manliness. Upon receiving me thus I should expect in your desire to serve your master to succumb to my lust to use you so and in so doing gain much delight in the joy you allow me selfishly to seek in the depth of cleavage I can only hazard a guess at. You will witness my knights helmet appear and disappear in its battle to win the ultimate in releases and so doing will feel and see a flooding of my joy in you welling up and overflowing down the crease that divides both appendages the apex of each I should wish to suckle in gratitude.................. All this from something merely hinted at and far less than is actually to view, but I see your elegant sensual fingers and that glorious red painted upon perfectly shaped nails. You might not understand the power pretty fingers have over a man who appreciates sensuality. I should place them each at a time into my mouth finishing with a thumb sucking on them sensuously knowing the beauty of their vulgar redness is inside me feeling my tongue explore them................. But, my Lady love, your soft creamy thigh has me once more in manly salutation of the sluttish exposure of such ample delight. I desire you most heartily and wish beyond anything to see more of this wondrous expanse, for it is the essence of a Lady who has fallen to expose herself thus and in so doing arouse in her Knight a complete and utter desire for her loose and fallen morals Would that I could kiss and caress with my mouth and tongue the amplitude of your being until such a point as I might discover the soft succulence of what you hold dutifully for my pleasure between your soft inviting thighs that I may suck you into me and be within you too with my tongue until I feel the joy within you take your control and have you thrash for mercy at wave upon wave of intensity you know not if it be pleasure or pain and in completeness of pleasure emit from within first a squirt to fill my mouth thence a stream of warm flowing water of love.................. My Lady love, ***** how you do drive this Knight so Sir ***** :-x

PS. If I never see another image of you before the coming year it will drive me to distraction and I'll know not wether to thank you for your cruelty or hate you or give more praise to the thrill of continued exposure. My thanks are deep felt for the fingers my love and would wish to repay the compliment although less than sensual which I fear I must correct for my Queen's pleasure ................